ALEX WAS HERE!

金玉良言

2012-01-17T05:18:00.001+08:00

Whatever it is please go away from me!!!!! I am getting unwanted stress.... No matter how hard I tried it just never get off!!! Life is like that huh? Probably!!!! But everything happen for a reason. So, I cannot blame but have face it all by myself!!!! I know I can do it!!!!

Those words are hurts!!!! But what can I do? I don't think many will understand how do I feel. Hard to believe things had change so much just 2 months!!! It is getting from bad to worst!!! Everything had just turn into hi and bye... That's all!!!

Hmm ph....

It is so shame to talk about yesterday, but to risky to talk about tomorrow, therefore, let's living it up today!!!!!!!

Things can changes with just a blink of eyes!!!! Gotta learn to cruel about to ourselves, so that we ourselves won't get so much hurt!!! Learn not to think, not to miss and not even have to say much words about you.....

2012!!!!

2012-01-17T05:09:00.001+08:00

Feels so moody this few days... For some reason, it shouldn't exist now but why it is here??? What ever man!!! Just wait till my uni starts with lecture next week and everything will be fine!!!!!!!

2012!!!!

2012-01-13T23:48:00.001+08:00

Feels so moody this few days... For some reason, it shouldn't exist now but why it is here??? What ever man!!! Just wait till my uni starts with lecture next week and everything will be fine!!!!!!!

我记得我爱过

2011-11-18T00:41:00.001+08:00

After this week, my AUSMAT life officially ended. I am really excited tho. Probably because of you. Then, my holiday starts... Haihz, have to think to go get something to do because once I am free I surely think non-stop... Like seriously, it is impossible for me to let go. Probably, I didn't let it go at all but instead I hidden it deep inside... But, it still appear... I tried so many ways to let it go, it just seems impossible... Maybe it is the matter of time... But like seriously, I know I won't get what I want at the end of the day but I still enjoyed those moments & memories...

Maybe is true that we doesn't meant for each other... Even, My feeling for you is still there... I just know I can't have you anyhow... I really enjoyed the time we had... Quality is more important then quantity so probably I didn't really know you that well and start making assumption... I know if the feeling is not there probably we are close friend already...

For once, I try to get myself drunk so that I don't think about you but it just simply not at all because it is just a short period of time after that I have to back to reality... Sometimes I really do admire those couples.. They are so lovely and happy... Maybe I sound desperate but I know I only want you but no one else...

Maybe, in future I can find someone like you or maybe not... But I hope I will really find someone like you because it is so feel so great...

Whatever left undone shall be left aside because you know you just cannot do it anymore... Whatever thought inside your mind shall leave for the right one...maybe the next one or maybe not...

Time to get rest for my last paper tmw :) night

好朋友只是朋友

2011-11-12T02:39:00.001+08:00

Haihz... How can a person be happy if the reason that he would happy of has gone far away? any idea?

So fast, I had make trough the third paper for my WACE!!! I am really that excited tho because it only left a week to see those you really wanted to see everyday... I wanted it to be longer.. Hmmmph, maybe this is the new level of life... You cannot go against the nature... Doesn't meant then doesn't meant... Don't use any extra force to push it.... It is a great time that I had learn alot of new things in college life...

I had learned that how could a person smile drive you to so much just to see it.
How person can make you think worth do so much for. Actually never regret every single move you made because I realized it is kinda like a good experience for me to do it and enjoy just to see you taking it :) I know maximum range between us is only best friends.... I know I cannot go any further or else I will get myself in trouble again. Therefore, I decided to treat you differently but will treat you still so special because you have the ability to make me feel you are special :D it is just not easy to find you type I'd people... So I must not waste my chances :)

But, I know there is still a limit for friends.. Sorry if I had gone trough the limits sometimes :)

I used to believe that you are gonna be the one but I was wrong, you are not the one. But you gonna be sometimes else like how are we now :) so I know that I don't need to do anything much if you are not meant to be the one.

Everything is done for a reason. No many people know the reason including me, so why not I just choose to accept the fact and move on :)

I am really glad to have you as a friends :) I can't ask for more because I have the best :)

Alright... Night

Is 2.45 already 

別再驚動愛情

2011-11-05T00:53:00.002+08:00

Cool!!! It is november already... Please treat me good cause I am having finals from the 3rd nov till the 18th nov... This few weeks I am going to be drown by books and notes haha :D Btw time flies and yet good thing doesnt seems happening at all....

I have this feeling that I just cannot express it out... I know the truth and I know no point trying so hard because it will end up useless.. Probably, I always think too much that's why I will have such feeling...

Time to think for yourself man!! everything coming an end and you still wondering what's is that thing that you always regrets it didn't happen... Just small reminder!!! YOU MUST FUCKING WAKE UP FROM THE PAST!!! ALEX CHU!!!! thing doesn't always go as you wish!!! You think you are the boss isit???? Nope you are NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You have to wake up and start accepting the fact!!! You are not living for others! you live for yourself!!! For what ever you felt regrets you can just dump it aside because what you have to do now is put all in your exam and get a result that could get you into a good uni!!!!

Whatever others said you do not have to bother much because you are not those people somebody and you cannot control them for saying whatever and you think is you!!!! dont perasan sia!!!! wtf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

alright enough....... i am enough!!! just be who you are!! don't bother what people thinks about you or talk about you!!!! defence yourself la dude!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! do not simply get shit from what people said to destroy you!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so what I am still a rockstar !!!!!!!! no one gonna break me down!!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!

night

Confused

2011-10-28T00:26:00.001+08:00

I am confused because after all I still wish to be with you... I taught I had over you but it just doesn't seem right... You are the only person I could do anything to just see your smile... Your smile is the best ever scene I had seen... I know it is not the real one but yet I still wish to see you smile... All the memories had been flowing around my mind.... But I know I cannot have you... But I just want to treat you good in not getting any return.... I know I am too much but I just don't know who to talk to........

Seriously after all you are still you and I am still me.... I just wanna treat you best..... Get to talk to you again is really nice because thats what I always want.... thanks to give me so many good memories and get to know you was really my pleasure :) you are awesome yet beautiful :)

时间的力量

2011-10-22T01:01:00.001+08:00

我不是没有感觉，只是我怕历史重演。

Time passed so fast... So fast my college life unofficially ended..... Now left my WACE coming.... Phew, the one whole year had happened so many things but yet I am still the same... Maybe sometimes, I overreacted but then I really want people to know that I don't care what I faced but then please don't do something more to destroy me. I am strong but I don't want people come and destroy me.....

I want to leave this so fast but I know is impossible because I know I am in reality I am not in my own wonder world... Learn to wake up from reality and see the true color of people's nature.... Anyway not gonna talk about the unhappy thing already.....

Happy things also happens around... I thought something good will never come back to me but then it just did... I regrets for losing it but then I know I can have it again :) I really appreciate those :D hope we could be friends forever :)

Can't wait to meet new people in my uni life hahaha :D and also will remember those in my college :) all you guys are awesome :D

Shit

2011-10-06T00:20:00.001+08:00

Haihz, fuck my life la!!!!!!!!

I don't want to be sohai again!!!!! Let go bah!!!!! It is best way to solve all the unwanted problems d.... I don't want to make myself seems so not myself!!!! I want to be how I am!!!!! I will just live my life myself!!!!!!

There are only 2 choices.. Either you love with your entire heart or you give up and move on!!!! WAITING is just a mistake!!!! Because it will just make yourself feel more hurt!!!!

Just gonna go with the flow la... Not like I really need it..... Something friends will be more then enough!!!!!!

So follow your heart, live with your fate and just believe whatever you passes thought is either yours or someone else... Don't take it too much or hold it too tight!!!!! It is just so not the way!!!!

Sleepless for few nights d.. But tonight will be different cause I am changing it!!!!!!

Night....

放了自己

2011-09-23T23:43:00.001+08:00

Mocks just around the corner!!!! Sid so much of studies and hope the result will go fine!!!! Better not screwing it this time!!!

Whatever happened, I will try my best to forget it because it is bothering me so much... Maybe is my problem... I really hate myself for being so over confident and end up also got into the wrong timing.... I really expected too much and I too over estimated myself!!!!! Dumb me! Those thing are just so complicated!!!! I Just too weak and easily believe what people say..... Why????

Sometimes, I just so stubborn that must get hurt only willing to let go!!!! Even thought I knew the truth but yet I am going more deep for it..... I just have to try my best to control it sometimes!!!!!

You are just great :) wish I could have you!!!! :)

Away...

2011-09-05T22:14:00.002+08:00

Time passes really fast. It is already September and everything just gonna end soon :D

I am so happy that what I used to believe, no longer having any meaning for me already. I am just happy whatever I am going through now is just seems interesting. Get to spend time with friends and family. I am so happy when I am down, I always have a group of good friends that could really brighten my day :) Thats is like the best thing you could wish for :)

Just want to say that things are no longer bothering me :) I am just gonna live up with the things I have and will appreciate those that really treat me as brothers and friends :D

Things is just getting better when everything just not bothering you :) I am so glad to meet those friends :D

Holiday just ended and have to get back to serious studies :D haha

Life just seems great already :D

anyway gtg :D

愛笑的眼睛...

2011-08-21T23:54:00.002+08:00

Currently having my EEs now!!! but didnt really study much because I keep slacking =.=

Basically, I just realized I gained a lot from life experiences in all sort of field. I know it may sound weird to you but trust me it ias really what I learned. I have to change from how i used to be. I had learn that saying and doing seems contrast. Some people think that saying it in a polite way will make you doesn't feel hurts. SORRY MAN! I am not going to listen to lies. Tells me the truth and at least I will feel real after hearing it....Whatever you said just trying to cover the "not interested in you" truth. THANKS FOR USING ME :) I KNOW I BECAME USELESS IN THE END THATS WHY THINGS HAPPENS BUT I LEARN SOMETHING NEW IN LIFE Words and action are like walls, after you hits it, you will only feel the pain but trust me after you heal, YOU WILL SEE THINGS so much differently... It doesn't works between us is because what we see in life is different and it is just something impossible to happen. Yet, you think that everything is gonna end the same way but sorry you are wrong, every situation in life is different.

AND I REALIZED ONE IMPORTANT THING IN LIFE... NOT TO REPEAT THE HISTORY BECAUSE IT IS STUPID TO DO THE SAME THING... END UP YOU WILL BE GETTING HURT THE SAME WAY!!!!!!

Actually, I really want to thanks you for letting me hitting the wall so hard to realized that how STUPID I USED TO BE !!!!!!!!

I AM NO LONGER THE STUPID ONE BECAUSE LESSON LEARNED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

off to study :D

Last Embrace....

2011-08-12T23:28:00.002+08:00

After a week of happiness, my mood got back!!!!! The feeling is back!!! taught it had gone away long long time ago.... it come back for no reason!!! why am i so dumb and stupid?? it is gone la weih!!!!! I shouldn't even bother about it because this is not even my responsibility.... always have to try to live to please someone...screw that!!! you are no longer the one i suppose to care about!!! you are just passer-by and i am not suppose to make any effort to let you stay because it is not how it suppose to be!!!!!! go away because i know i cannot have it and i dont need it anymore!!!!

When we look up the sky, we saw a different view!!!

"YOU ARE NOT THE ONE" I have to tell this to myself everyday!!!!!!

We are from different world!!!!!

Sometimes, a FAKE smile could really cover everything!!!!! lets fake it all the way until the end of all these!!! because this is the only thing that could make me feel like I AM ALRIGHT!!!!!!!

btw, thanks all my friends that wishes me on my birthday :) and those special one who bought me the present!!! I really love the shoe so much!!!!

August.....

2011-08-02T17:01:00.001+08:00

time to get serious about all sort of things.... i really need to get myself out depression and be true... it is hurting and i couldnt handle it anymore... those fake smile and no meaning of caring all should be gone!!!!! this is not how i am suppose to be actually!!!! i should be the real mine....i should not need someone that doesnt need me!!!! if the chances is there probably i am leaving all these by next month... gonna go some where far and some where new to have a new life!!!!! i dont like these kind of life... it just keep bothering me!!!!! urgh!!!! i know where i stay and i know where i should be!!!!! i wont let any single person to do the same thing to me again!!!!! it is just too much.... i know i have my bros that understand the feelings... what other said , i wont bother anymore because i believe family will tell me everything and those who really know how much they mean to me.... i will not let anything bad to ruin my month!!! august!!!!!

i hope everything will be very peaceful this month and yet nothing gonna bother me at this months... and it is a very buzy months!!!!! i hope august would be great :) no one gonna break me down again!!!!!!!

Lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala

2011-07-28T19:47:00.001+08:00

Feel like blogging suddenly!!!!!!! Ugh!!!! I am so freaking tired today!!!! Woke up very early today because have to go to pray on the morning... Ahhhhh!!!!! I am still slacking =.= !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Btw, few more days till school starts!!!!!!!! Ahhhh!!!!! So excited yet just dont seems like going!!!!!!
Ahhh!!!!!!!! What's wrong with me????

I am seriously miserable for the whole holiday... Feel very empty yet boring!!!!! I am really miserable ah!!!!!!! Hate myself ah!!!!! Wtf!!!!!!!!!! Control a bit ah please!!!!!

Btw, need to plan something on 5th august...

A lot things coming up!!!! Really have to give all in now!!!! Time to focus and be serious on what I am doing!!!!!!!

Seriously don't know how to move on!!!! :O

Speechless...

2011-07-26T22:59:00.001+08:00

Haihz, really feel sleepy but yet couldn't sleep at all!!!! Ugh, what's wrong with me???? =.= doesn't really feeling well ah!!!! Everything doesn't seems right at all!!!! I don't like it !!!! But what can I do? Just gonna leave it alone ah!!!!! Let everything to be like how it suppose be because it is pointless trying so hard when it is so not real!!!!! Hate myself being so stubborn!!!! Urghhhhh!!!! Fuck la!!!!! I just wanna change but how???? Haihz, it just seems impossible to do it.

Things seems complicated when you say something and you don't mean it!!!!! Easy to say it out loud but it is just so hard to mean it....

A lot of things just very hard to say it out but sometimes I feel like breaking it out but I just can't !!!!! Ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! Ughhhhh!!!!!!! Gonna burst out one day!!!! Ahhhhh!!!!!!!!!

Need time to recover!!!!!! Gonna try to force myself to sleep!!!!!

Holiday

2011-07-25T23:51:00.001+08:00

Time flies... So fast it have been the 2nd week of holiday!!! Didn't really do much other then went for movie on saturday... Have been sleeping late this weeks... Have been thinking a lot at night... Couldn't really sleep well too.... Hmmmph, it really seems hard... Hope this week will be better and hope college gonna start off great!!!! That's all I wish for...

Things turns complicated when you say something it seems easy but it is so hard to meant it and do it.... Haihz... I really hope some miracles will happens now!!! I don't like those feelings. It just seems not real!!! I want what is real and what belongs to me!!!!! haihzzzz....

Gotta get some rest now

Night

一片痴

2011-07-18T23:23:00.001+08:00

Everything seems to be fine for me now because I am trying to get back to my own original life...thats really who I am actually. No matter how unwilling to let go, I have to try to let it be... I cannot be always live in the dream because it is not the reality. People may taught it is not a big deal but for me it is. For something that means everything to you, you have let it go in a sudden is hard but yet I believe in time... Time flush thing away. Let thing be how it because it was a dreams.... You cannot always wish for dream come true because you yourself will end up getting hurt... No matter how much it is, in the end it will still be an end because that's make life interesting... For all the thing I've had done, it is just ways to please you... So no point appreciate it...

Anyway, 2 weeks holiday started. My first day was boring... Sit at my grandpa office to help out. Most of the time I am just sitting there and watch :P

That's all for the day :) night :)

没关系!!!!

2011-07-13T20:52:00.000+08:00

你離開的時候沒有一句
沒有一句對不起對不起是我太執迷
你離開的時候沒有一句
沒有一句話說清說清楚離開的原因

也許他可靠他實際他不一樣
他能夠給你安全感不只夢想
誰還在乎一起傻傻說過的那些話

沒關係我們分了沒關係
這不是你的問題是我沒那個福氣
沒福氣卻又愛上你
就算哭了沒關係這不是你的問題
痛痛快快給我一槍我沒關係沒關係沒關係

你離開的時候沒有一句
沒有一句對不起對不起是我太執迷
你離開的時候沒有一句
沒有一句話說清說清楚你離開的原因

也許他可靠他實際他不一樣
他能夠給你安全感不只夢想
誰還在乎一起傻傻說過的那些話

沒關係我們分了沒關係
這不是你的問題是我沒那個福氣
沒福氣卻又愛上你
就算哭了沒關係這不是你的問題
痛痛快快給我一槍我沒關係

愛情裡面總有一個比較傻怪就怪我放不下 NO~~
痛苦給我幸福留給你和他沒關係沒關係沒關係

沒關係我們分了沒關係
這不是你的問題是我沒那個福氣
沒福氣卻又愛上你
就算哭了沒關係這不是你的問題
痛痛快快給我一槍我沒關係沒關係沒關係

Jars Of Heart....

2011-07-13T13:11:00.000+08:00

i know there is no point saying anything. just that no one did anything wrong just that the feeling wasnt right... i know you know we all know that this one day will come...i just wanna thank you for giving such a nice dreams but the dreams seems to over... when over is over no point moving back... shall learn to move on and look forward... you live your life happily, i live mine happily...believe that things will change back? nah i am not going believe that. i will just move on because i know i can get someone really deserve what i did..... feel not right means not right.... whats come around go around....past is past, now i should face my present happily... not think or even gonna bother about you already... just let you be what you wanna be..... thats the onlt thing i can do....

so much to tell but gonna start shallowing everything to myslef because me myself would be my very own listener.... thats all i could say and yet i have my parents and family that cares me alot, i have no regrets for living already.... family is a place you could share your happiness, sadness and allt the unwanted thing to them... thats all i ask for .... shall learn my lesson for now...

miracles

2011-07-02T00:09:00.000+08:00

i am currently waiting for a miracles to happens :) will it happen? yes i have faith in it :) sometimes when people say you hope big , you will fall pain :) but 1 things i believe something just worth for you to hope big :) words really cannot express out what my feelings are now!!!! therefore, i will just have to keep it to myself and wait for things to happen :) i shall think things the other side too :)

nights

你爱怎样就怎样

2011-06-26T00:28:00.001+08:00

Everything seems to be fine! :) love my week hehe :) maths exam coming soon need to get ready :) enjoy my Saturday night with badminton :)

不是我不明白

2011-06-15T21:50:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, I really don't understand myself!
I don't even know what I am doing!
Keep on telling myself to let go!
Yet I seems to let go physically but not mentally!
I keep telling myself that I don't deserve you because I am not a very good guy!
I keep destroying my hopes towards you!
I keep force myself not to talk to you!
I try to make you hate me so that I could totally move on!
I try so hard to think about you!
I keep trying all the thing I could do to make myself to forget but it seems so hard!
WHY???
I want to know why???
I am really miserable and tired already!
I know it is an end but yet I still believe there are still bit chance!!!!!!
I hate myself to have that bit of chance!!!!!!!!!! '
I want to know what I could do much???
Can you give me a tight slap so that I could totally be gone?
HAIHZ!!!!!!!!!!

I DON'T DESERVE THIS SERIOUSLY!
I DON'T DESERVE A CHANCE!
CANT I JUST LET GO?
WHY??? ARGH!

HAIHZ! I AM LOST SERIOUSLY! I KNOW I MUST LOSE COMPLETELY SO THAT I WONT LOOK BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAIHZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tears is to wash away the past, so that we could be out happily again :)

2011-06-14T21:41:00.000+08:00

I don't have to bother actually because since I promise not to look back why do I still want to bother so much????

Haihz!!!! WTF is wrong with me? choose to let go yet still wanna care so much???

I DON'T WANNA BE SO FUCK PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAIHZ I AM SORRY!!!!!!

I AM OKAY :D

2011-06-07T16:58:00.000+08:00

finally understood it :) hahaha i am so happy because holding on too much could really cause alot of damage to everyone :( wish i dont want to see that :) i choose to let go because somehow i dont deserve you, i felt usless when he told me everything :) no point holding on something if you think it couldnt come back no matter how much you gave out to :) i just not the right person :) so let it be :) from now on i am gonna be happy :) let be happy that is the thing i am need to do now :) it was hard but i am gonna move on hahaha :) i must not even look back :) anyway this coming thrusday gonna be so fun because i am gonna go pennag with the gang :)

Sorry That I Love You....

2011-06-06T22:41:00.000+08:00

2nd semester of AUSMAT starts!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -.- I need longer break actually i need to get myself really cool down first :( Anyway my holiday was not productive at all because most of the time I was missing you all the while....-Hmmph, people around always want to break the hope down but I am sorry guys, I will only follow my heart :)

BTW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This coming Thursday to Saturday gonna be AWESOME because going to PENANG with the GANG!!!!!!!!!!! :D cannot wait already :P Long time never have a break already :) Time to get crazy again :D hahaha YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HERE I COME, PENANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway, i think thats all for today

night :D

words are like water......

2011-06-05T00:04:00.000+08:00

words are like water, what you spoke it will be there just like water that poured out cannot be collected back!!!!

after all i felt so bad and i know i am really got into a deep deep shit.... haihx -.- i couldnt blame anyone because is all my fault!!!! i didnt tell the truth!!! is all mine fault!!!! i am really sorry!!!!!

hopefully, i need to explain it clearly next time!!!!!! i know i really couldnt give the thing that was needed but i will give out all my best!!!! i am sorry if i ever touch the scar in your heart....

he was definitly right...i am glad he let me know the whole thing!!!!

i would never let it to happens again!!

i am sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Follow the heart....

2011-06-01T23:50:00.000+08:00

Finally EE had over and now am having few days of sem break :) oh well, just gonna have a good rest for me because I didn't really plan anything much and whatever i had planned didn't happened!!

hmmph, could a week of not meeting up could change anything??? I am really wondering haha!!! It may sound so dumb but I am a dumb ass haha what to do :P I really hope miracles happens!!!! Let's pray to see whether it happens!!!!

maybe everything would be just fine after all??? or maybe things will get worst??? but one thing i know it wouldn't change is that 我依然在等待 :)

many had advise to give up but sorry to let them down!!! because probably you guys don't understand :)

even thought it is crazy, but I like it :) no matter what!!! No one could change it :) because i am following what i want to :) maybe let me live in my own world could be better :)

sometimes, you know thing doesn't seems to be happen but yet you still willing to wait :) because you enjoy the moment of waiting :) and yet you have less then 0.1% of hope that make you believe :)

sometimes thought of ending self life could be the best solution to move on but is move to another world :) haha

anyway, am off-ing to bed now :) NIGHT :D

我想我真的怕安靜!!!!!!

2011-05-30T21:37:00.000+08:00

我又幫自己
訂了場電影
結果坐在廣場找你背影
人來了又去
我好懷念遲到有人會發脾氣

手機有收訊
簡訊不是你
打開了
更讓人失望到底
你走就走吧
幹麻留下每天沒看完的韓劇

我想我真的怕安靜
少了你吵我不開心
回家第一個開機
掩蓋所有的安靜
說不定我能夠撐過去

我想我真的怕安靜
連洗澡都要戴耳機
打電動聲東擊西
一停我又怕想起
唸我和愛我的人
我沒珍惜

你愛的歌手
又出了專輯
一樣好聽
可是特別痛心
歌詞每一句
根本辦不到還硬勸我要放棄

我想我真的怕安靜
少了你吵我不開心
回家第一個開機
掩蓋所有的安靜
說不定我能夠撐過去

我想我真的怕安靜
連洗澡都要戴耳機
打電動聲東擊西
一停我又怕想起
唸我和愛我的人
我沒珍惜

把鬧鐘設不停或許我會清醒
我想等下去可惜愛不能靠毅力
要是我挽回你你一定更傷心
愛一個人不一定要永遠在一起

真的怕安靜
不想去也硬要出去
逛鬧區到KTV
點你必點的歌曲
怎麼合唱的人不是你

原來我這麼怕安靜
是怕再也聽不到你
在廚房大聲唱歌
在沙發硬跟我擠
讓我終於曉得
我有多愛你
你已不在這裡

ENJOY THE MOMENT OF WAITING!!!!!! :D BECAUSE THE FEELINGS HAD GONE BEYOND AND YET I AM SMILING AT THE MOMENT HAHAHAHA GUESS ALL MY FEELINGS GONE NUMB TILL I JUST SMILE ALL THE WAY :D SO NUMB SO NUMB!!!!!!!!!!!!! FELT HYPER WHILE THE REST THINKS YOU ARE STUPID :D

APPRECIATED THE MOMENT!!!!!!!!!!!! THING SEEMS TO CHANGING FROM BAD TO WORST :D BUT YET I DON'T MIND HAHAHA :D
BROTHERS ALWAYS BROTHERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DON'T HAVE TO BOTHER WHEN YOU HAVE SUCH GOOD BROS!!!!!!!!!! :D

对你的思念很难用语言表达出来.,,

2011-05-28T12:54:00.000+08:00

i am missing you now.... thats all i can say... i decided not to find you because i thought you could do the same but i am wrong.... i an always wrong!!!!!!! but i know no matter how much i am influences, i swont care and i will just wait!!!!! i will wait until the day to come!!!!!! i believe waiting is the power for me!!!!! i know i can do it because i am already deeply fall into!!!!!! my soul always tell me that the one day will come!!! it wont be a very fast but things are meant to be worth waiting!!!!!!!

sometimes, i was told that i am dumb but sorry, it is meant to be dumb because i know things are suppose to be worth waiting because it is a consider as a test for us to test how much it will worth to be!!!!!!

one day, it wont be any near but i know waiting is the only thing i could do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

愛犯了錯

2011-05-19T22:19:00.000+08:00

I am seriously miserable now!!!!!!!!!!!!! Mun Hoo ask me a very good question just now... hmmmph, i really have no idea how to asnwer him because i also dont know what is the answer lorh....but i really want to know lorh... but haihz lets leave it first because i got something more important thing to do, i need to start study for ee from tmw onwards, if not i will sure gg for ee one!!!!!!

anyway, i will find out the answer later....

what about now?

2011-05-15T00:45:00.000+08:00

since i have a bit bit of free time, i will just update about my week... this week is very memorable because my beloved grandma just passed away... she left me without any words :( i dont expect her to leave us so fast but she did just like that.... hope she really could live happy in her next life :) rip grandma

after these incident, i learnt that if theres something you want to make it clear, you better do it fast before you regrets and also if you misses it, you wont know will you still have the chance to wait until the next time...anything can happens the next minutes... therefore, i will tell out everything here, if you ever read it....

firstly, my feelings towards you is more then a friend, even that i told you that we are friends but i dont just treat you as a friend, i really care about you a lot. even if i dont show, i meant it like seriously. i dont mind you try to avoid me or something. i just cannot stop myself to stop that feelings towards you... trust me you mean alot to me.

i know i am not as good as what you think, but just let me treat you specially please, you can make those treat as a good friends treating you , as long as you let me to do so. i just cannot get over because i am already in the deep step of it already........ so just let stick the way we were please...

ee around the corner, i wishes you all the best and gets fantastic result :)

don't leave me...

2011-05-12T23:01:00.000+08:00

hmmmph, just lost one of my closest person in my life.....haihz which is my grandma... ;( thats what i am getting now!!!!!! i feel so empty in a sudden.... a person that accompany me for almost 18 years and now she is not there anymore!!!!! ah!!!!!!!! why you wanna be so bad that you leave us without any words?????? i still need you la please i really need you you know!!!!!!!!

haihz, this is really faith!!!!! it is your choice actually. you choose to leave us just like that.... i really hope you could get a better place to live!!!!!! hmmmph, for now i dont think i still able to lose anyone!!!!!!!

to everyone, my friendsn my brothers, those i care alot about!!!! please dont make me lose anyone of you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i really you all to make my life be intresting and meaningful!!!!!!!!

haihz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

without you...

2011-05-10T21:06:00.000+08:00

hnnnph, it is really seems useless that only i am the one who show it but you didnt accept it or you didnt even bother... i know it is impossible to me to continue that because i know you will still treat me same like the rest... i know whatever i say now wont mean anything to you. i have already choose to move on as what i have told.... it is really hard to take this step... and i know that i couldnt really move it on completely but then i will try my best...

i have to admit that met you was really my pleasure, but couldnt be with you was really disappointed...but screw that as long as we could be good friends that will be fine for me already :) because i know is not mine means not mine. i really appreaciated of what you did to me in the past and that will be a very memory for me :)

i have to thanks for everything :)

sorry to say that apart of you will be in my heart forever even if i couldnt get you :)

happy always :)

you are the reason I am here

2011-05-09T22:18:00.000+08:00

hmmmph, i wonders if you will still read my blog??? actually, i got nothing much to comment about that because is your right or your choice to read it, i cannot force you to do so...

it is true that everyone is stressed up, no matter is you or me or anyone. just want to let you know gambateh! no matter what happens you can just give me a call or smth to let me know so that i could help you out... i know i cannot help much but at least let me know so that i could do something. i really dont want to see you becomes very stressful anf also something see you very down because of some reason. you wont know how much it could really make me happy if i could really help you out and help you to face problems...

probably, you are stronger then me but yet i still believe i could really help you out....

i hope you wont get pissed at whateveri said but i just want you to be happy and cheerful at all time because thats the cutest of you :)

hmmmmph, currently staying over at the hospital because everyone seems tired therefore, as a family memeber i should give a hand :)

anyway, i hope after you read this, you will let me to help you out :) or maybe if i annoyed you, i am sorry :)

say hello to goodbye, it will gone forever...

2011-05-07T18:41:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! screw everything up already la!!!!!!!!! ee coming, psycho poster have to hand in, grandma in hospital!!!!!!! how to handle all these at once ah? damn fucked up already la!!! ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! what can i do now?????????? i wanna go and sleep and nvr awakes again............. stop bringing more troubles to me!!!!!!!!

hmmmmmph, sometimes things really seems weird, you wanted it to happen last time, it will only start to happens now and you doesnt care about it now...... hmmph, is this hows life supposed be? or maybe timing problem? hmmmph, trust me...not that i am giving up or smth just that i understood that timing and also that good things worth waiting so lets pause it for awhile and play it back after everything back to normal!!!!!!! because i know mans cannot multi task and also multi task is very tiring... maybe things will be changing after today...

memorable past=not moving on but pause for awhile

i have to said that i have already lost!!!!! I lose everything already!!!! this is the process that could make me be stronger because after all the while i am not stromg at all hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmph!!!!!!!!!!!

argh!!!!!!!!! i am thinking of giving life up but whats the whole point? haihz fuck my life.... you all win already, i surrender already ah!!!!! fuck fuck fuck fuck ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why is my life so miserable in a sudden one ah?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wtf is all this?????????? garhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my life is affected already, i have no choise but to follow hmmph ... do you think this is good thing? hmmmph!!!! what can i say much? my life just simply screw up, i am the one who causes it hmmph, i really need someone to hold on? but it really seems impossible haihz!!!! i must be strong and must not hold on anyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hope that before making a decision, there would be a preview of how it will affects our future but sadly, i doesnt seems exist in this world because no one can predict your future....... it is just too late to regrets, really hate myself for creating so many trouble to myself!!!!!!! i can only admit that i am dumb and stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!

ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the only thing i should say is

i am offically missing you!!! i know good things wont happens for the second time, but i kept all these in the deeply part of my memorises....no matter it is worth or not worth, i will just slowly wait....hmmph!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STUPID LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHIT MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I REALLY WANNA KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN NEXT, I DON'T LIKE SURPRISE OR WHATEVER SHIT BECAUSE I WANT TO GET MYSELF FULLY PREPARE BEFORE ANYTHING BAD HAPPENS AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DONT BOTHER!!!!!!!!!!!! BECAUSE I JUST WANT TO RELEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANT TO KNOW WHATS WRONG WITH THE BLOODY EARTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AH SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

HEADACHE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CAN THEY BE ANYTHING THAT I COULD BE HAPPY OF COMING INSTEAD OF THOSE SAD AND TIRING THINGS THAT KEEPS ON HURTING ME????? I AM REALLY SICK OF HURTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I BEG YOU!!!!!!!! STOP COMING PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I REALLY NEED SOMETHING THAT'S HAPPY THAT WORTH ME BE LIVING AGAIN, PLEASE I BEG YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BAD THINGS WON'T YOU FEEL TIRED BECAUSE YOU ARE KEEP ON MOVING ALONG TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND WHERES ALL THE HAPPY THINGS, DON'T BE SHY TO ME LA PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HMMMPHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DEAR BAD THING, IF THERE IS ANYTHING THAT I MAKE YOU FEEL SO INTERESTED IN ME PLEASE STOP PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU DON'T SCREW ME PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I ALREADY ENOUGH OF ALL THESE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I REALLY NEED TO REST ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I SURRENDER TO YOU PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LASTLY,

NO MATTER WHAT'S HAPPENING NOW, NO MATTER HOW BAD THE SITUATION IS, NO MATTER WHAT'S WRONG BETWEEN US, I ALWAYS HAVE A VERY SINCERE HEART TO WAIT FOR YOU TO GIVE ME A CHANCE ONE DAY ...

淘汰

2011-05-05T22:20:00.000+08:00

我说了所有的谎
你全都相信
简单的我爱你
你却老不信
你书里的剧情
我不想上演
因为我喜欢喜剧收尾
我试过完美放弃
的确很踏实
醒来了梦散了
你我都走散了
情歌的词何必押韵
就算我是k歌之王
也不见得把爱情唱得完美
只能说我输了
也许是你怕了
我们的回忆没有皱折
你却用离开烫下句点
只能说我认了
你的不安得到你信任
我却得到你安慰的淘汰
我试过完美放弃
的确很踏实
醒来了梦散了
你我都走散了
情歌的词何必押韵
就算我是k歌之王
也不见得把爱情唱得完美
只能说我输了
也许是你怕了
我们的回忆没有皱折
你却用离开烫下句点
只能说我认了
你的不安得到你信任
我却得到你安慰的淘汰
只能说我输了
也许是你怕了
我们的回忆没有皱折
你却用离开烫下句点
只能说我认了
你的不安得到你信任
我却得到你安慰的淘汰

虽然我愿意

2011-05-05T21:57:00.001+08:00

HAVE THE VERY HIGH MOTIVATION TO KEEP UPDATE AND UPDATE BECAUSE THIS IS THE PLACE THAT I COULD ONLY TALK TO AND SHOUT OUT EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE ONLY THING I CAN SAY IS THAT I HAVE LOST ALREADY!!!!!

I SURRENDER ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!

I WISH I AM A ROBOT!!!

AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you won't know how much you mean to me, because you only have him in your heart ):

2011-05-05T10:31:00.001+08:00

ahhhhh!!!!!! mentally and physically gonna break down soon... things happens too quicky when no one is prepared ah!!!!!! i feel so useless now...cant even handle a single things...haihz... ahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want to makes everything to be happy.... i want everyone around to be always happy and laugh!!!!! i must not tell anyone my sadness anymore because i dont want to see people to be sad!!!!!! people cheer up!!!! all i need you all to do is stay happy :)

ahhhh!!!!!! so sleepy *yawn non stops!!!!!!!! ah!!!!!!!!!!!

ahhh and also grandma faster get well and i still need you to be around with me...dont leave us just like that... stay strong because i am waiting for you...

hmmmph, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

AH!!!!!!!

2011-05-04T09:10:00.000+08:00

start of with raining in the morning....hmmmph, mood swing like the tree when winds blow...cannot predict what will happens next...maybe the nearest persom could hurt you the most? maybe the closest friends could make you feels moody? maybe? so many maybe on my mind now haihz... why are there so many things to worried about? hmmph... i dont wanna think so much but i know i cant do it... hmmmph.....seriously feels so miserable now.

hmmmph, i know you are very stress. i wll try to give you a hand to help you slove all your problems :) cheer up peeps :)

FIRST LOVE!!!!!!

2011-05-01T23:24:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hmmph, had a very productive weekend....On Friday night, stayed over at grandparents place to teman them for a night because didn't really have much time to visit them lately...
Hmmph, Saturday went to KL with friends to get some stuff for I care day...then went for badminton with friends... At night, friends stayed over at my place...then, this morning went basketball, after that went pyramid and that's all for my whole busy weekend :)

Hmmph, have been thinking alot these few days, maybe because I was too erm maybe should say I have been really stress on something lately hmmph, I want to SHOUT IT OUT but then probably no one will care!!!! HAIHZ!!!!!!! AHHHH!!!!!!!!!

WHY AM I THINKING SO MUCH?????
WHY OTHERS THINKS SO DIFFERENT??????
I DON'T WANT TO SCREW IT PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I PROMISE THAT I WILL TAKE STEP BY STEP TO MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

STEP
BY
STEP

IT IS THE BEST SOLUTIONS!!!!!!

SMILE!!!!!!NOT A FAKE ONE PLEASE!!!!

THIS SO BE ENOUGH!!!

NIGHT! NIGHT! NIGHT!

AM I ALRIGHT?!

2011-04-29T22:36:00.000+08:00

It is gonna be a very LONG WEEKEND because wont be having class on Monday due to Labor Day.... Hmmph, the night seems so boring and long.... it is like I got nothing to do other then stoning in front of the comp... Haihz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wanna go somewhere but where can I go? I am currently at grandparent place now because I am sleeping over at their place tonight :) This place is like another world because non of my friends stay around here, this is place consider for me to relax :)

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the hardcore weeks going to come to an end :) The 3 days is really testing my patience!!!!!! I need to starts to think about what I had did in the past and what should I do now for a better future :) It may sound very very dumb but..... Hmmmph I don't think it is right to say here because i know this is only me the one thinking like that because I am the only one thinks that this could be possible......but seriously I really hope what I am doing now is alright and it will last for awhile more .....I don't know what I could say much now!!!!!!!!!!

BORING FRIDAY NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! D:

AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I GOT SO MUCH TO TELL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW TO TELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BYE BYE! BYE BYE! BYE BYE!
NIGHT! NIGHT! NIGHT! NIGHT!

我的世界不会有你，但却留下你的影子

2011-04-28T21:51:00.000+08:00

HAIHZ!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know is impossible but still.....!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sometimes, Saying seems so easy but when you want to do it seems so HARD...

I really want a peaceful life until my college life ended :) but it really seems so impossible to happen....

Hmmph, actually I got alot to tell but then I scare when I tell it out, things will change again!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!! Who can I tell all these to? Hmmph I don't want to make the same mistake again!!!!!!!!!! I guess I will just slowly wait until the precious moment to come :D I will WAIT!!!!!!!!!

WAIT WAIT WAIT :D :D :D

be happy always :D

When Sun rises again...

2011-04-27T23:45:00.000+08:00

Hmmph, was currently under a lot of stress for tomorrow maths test :)
I really feels very sleepy already but yet I still have to revise abit more :) B
ut seriously I got no mood to revise anymore :(

Feels so MOODY RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Probably because somethings that has gone came back :( I also don't know what express or what type of attitude i should use to face it :)
I don't want anything bad to happens again because I want be like this till the end of the college life :)
I want to be so peaceful that I could fully on studies now :D I know I can DO IT :)

Anyway, EE is around the corner and I am feel like the pressure again like how I used to feel during my form 5 :D
It is really unpredictable and also it is very complicated :(

So much more to tell but I am already half alseep haha :D

NIGHT NIGHT :D

海角七号

2011-04-26T23:12:00.000+08:00

Finally after 2 years of searching this movie, Ken borrowed me this disc :)
I am so happy because my wish finally came true :D
I get to watched it :)
Really in love with it so much :D

The whole story was really touching and some of the parts are funny :) It was talking about 60 years love story that could last until now :D The whole movie was AWESOME :D I wished I could watched it again haha :D I know I wont get bored watching it :D Because IT IS SO AWESOME :D

anyway moral tomorrow but who cares :) I will just screw it :D haha

SCREW YOU MORAL!!!!!!!!!! :D

anyway I think that's all I could said :D but actually got more to tell but SCREW IT :) will just keep it to myself because I know if I said it!!!! Everything will changes :D haha

NIGHT NIGHT!!!!!! :D

你看不到

2011-04-26T01:07:00.000+08:00

hmmmmmmmmmmmph, maybe misunderstanding causes it to happen but i know i couldnt do much because i know it is kinda late to said the truth already hmmmph so just let it be hehehehehe :) :) :) what i want is not all these but nvm i will live with it because it is fate :)

psychology test tmw :d wish luck guys :d

night :)

NO MORE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

2011-04-25T00:13:00.000+08:00

Hmmph nothing much to said today because am currently very the tired :P
I had a great day without even had any thought about you until I smells something that make me very memorable of :)
Once again, I am getting over soon because I know whatever I do still wont change much so decided to move on :D
Without you is really a bit of disappointment but I know I can find someone that really deserve it haha :D

Am was studying psychology just now because test is around the corner....
Am having 4 test in a row this week which really can drive me go crazy weih D:
Hope this week end fast because I wanna go back to the normal relaxed life instead of exam and test :D
Anyway that's all for today :D
AM SLEEPY NOW :D
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!NIGHT WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE BATMAN IS HERE :D

2011-04-24T01:44:00.000+08:00

Had a great night just now :D Thanks for all the powerful comfort and advise :)
Didn't know that I am so not experience in these until all the stories you told me haha :D
I promise I will do everything that you told me just now all those strategic, skills and knowledge :)
You two really know how to make my day and makes all my thought to be out of the door :P
Lucky to have you two to be in my life haha :D
Without you two, I am not the me right now :D
You guys really GREAT people haha :D
thanks for everything :D
anyways, that's all for today :D
NIGHT!!!! :D

love blogging again......

2011-04-22T10:03:00.000+08:00

i love to blog back.... this is the only place that i could release everything...haihz...say hi but nvr reply, say good luck but got ignored...maybe you already think that i am annoyed....i dont mind seriously because at least i get to see you thats all i want only... you would probably think i am a fool now but i will just tell you that i really dont mind if you dont want to do anything but just want to let you know... you willing to walk pass me and i get to see you...i am already fine with it...i miss everything you gave me but trust me i will need sometimes to chill and i know you also would want to chill for awhile... i am sorry....

I LOVE YOU THATS ALL I CAN SAY......................

2011-04-21T11:03:00.000+08:00

HAIHZ WHAT A WEEK!!!!! From top of the heavens falls until bottom of hells..... that all I can say about it.... I really fall for it because i believe this time would be real if i take it slowly....but it fails again.... I felt really stupid for that.... I know I am nothing to you compare to him but I will try my very best but, still he is your one and only and I am a passenger or maybe not even anything in your life.... i thought I could make you forget the past and look forward to me....I dont know what he did but I know he did something that really make your life wonderful last time.... I am so regret for whatever i did because all these things had make you feels annoyed thats why you choose to throw me out.... hmmph, to tel you the truth you are the first person to give me such feelings that no others girl gave before, and thats why i thought i will be forever.....from the point of view from the others, i did something really stupid, in my heart i know it really worth it and it means that how much you are to me... i agree thats too rush but i just want to be secure so that I dont want to make something more foolish out of it.... i know that you couldnt forget him is not your fault it is just that he had really make you willing to go for it.... I dont really hopes you said that so fast because I know if you didnt said it thing wont change.... I remember you ask me to give you some times to forget him, I was really happy and i know what i did is worth it.... maybe you dont have these feelings now because from your eye i am just a friend but you wont know that from the first day i met you, i am already deeply fall for you.... I know the couldnt change anything but I really into you.... i will slowly wait until you walk away from him because I believe it will happen one day.... maybe 10 years? I dont want to make you feel bad or sad thats why i choose to lie to you and said that i already let go.... because i know if i told you i will slowly wait you will not talk to me.... trust me dear i will prove to you one day that when you left him, I will be there to wait for you..... I dont mind how long it will takes because in my heart and i have fate that it is worthy.....I know if i stop now i will very regret.......just want to let you know, I feels so hurt whenever I see you sad because I want you to be happy everyday... I know you have been going so much stress, but I will be there to support you every seconds....i think that he is like the cloud in the sky, but i am just a piece of rock on the land.......i didnt blame you at all because i know you want me to be good and also you dont want to hurt me but seriously, i got hurts so deep yesterday because of those words.... trust me!!!! I will be there to wait until you left his life, i want to see you as a very cheerful girl but not a sad one......

TRUST ME!!!! I WILL WAIT TILL I DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHERE THE FUCK IS EVERYONE!!! WHEN I NEED TO TALK TO NO ONE THERE!!! WHAT THE FUCK IS ALL THESE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-02-17T17:06:00.000+08:00

Moody

2011-01-29T23:54:00.000+08:00

Had BBQ party just now with all my ex classmates, current classmates and friends. It was really FUN BBQ under the rain. I bbq almost 40 chicken wings.

Anyways, I broke my new year resolution. Shit! It is turning back after so long. This make me don't like my weekends. I hope I have school every single day so that I could keep myself busy and pack so that i would not have time to do other things are starts thinking. Haiyooooooo!!!!!!!!!! I hope I would not be seeing you anymore and wishes you success in your future

By the way, Happy early CNY to everyone of you

人生就好像一個旅程。在旅程中你會遇見傷心，憤怒，挫折，快樂，幸福，愛你的人，你愛的人。每一段不同的相遇，都是不同的旅行。謝謝你願意停下旅程的腳步，把腳步停留在這個幸福休息站。现在好想輕輕地向你問候~ 問問你，這次的旅程快樂嗎？幸福嗎？

2011-01-18T17:30:00.000+08:00

I had already stepped in for my collage for 1 week plus plus. I met quite a lot of new friends. But I still mix with my old friends. I wanted to meet more people but it just the first weeks. I don't think it is very possible.

Actually, my college life is not that amazing as what I thought. Maybe it is too early to said that. I don't feel like mixing with those friends which I know very long cause it is really hard for me to know others people. Let me try my best to mix with people! :D

I had a lot to say but I don't want to say it here cause it will causes a lot of unwanted problem and nonsense! :D

I think that's all

bye

2011

2011-01-11T23:44:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year!!! :D

First post in 2011. Everything starting to change, my life had changed to another state. I am no longer secondary life student. I am in college now doing my course.

Actually, college life is not really how I expected, maybe it is too early to say that but it was kinda boring and feel so tired after school. Luckily, I am not the only one who is doing the course, I have 6 friends with me doing the same thing, I have no worries about being lonely. But, out of the person I wanted to be with in the same college didn't not happen. it was rather kinda sad actually.

I wish I could really find a someone that I could fall for and to forget about her.

This year is a very special year, cause I celebrated my new year at oversea and it was really fun and awesome. But still there are some part which really unhappy but I must not think much about it and start my new year with new way of thinking.

How wonderful is that if I could be with her but that just wont happen. So I make sure that I must forget about her. I think this is my 1st new year resolution. I CAN DO IT!!!

Lets talk about 2010, It is a very wonderful year cause it was my last year in secondary school and I had SPM. It was a really stressed year cause have to study and study and study!!! I wich I could get good result for such hard work I did. It was a very proud year too cause we all are the senior of the school.

I think that's all for now :D

CHINESE NEW YEAR is around the corner. Cannot wait for those angpau money already :)

SPM IS TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-11-22T01:44:00.000+08:00

GOOD LUCK TO ALL SPM CANDIDATES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Missing

2010-10-29T00:23:00.001+08:00

Today is last day of me studing in school. After 11 years of study in school. I am OUT finally. I had the feeling of missing everyone and everything. For some reason I just miss it. I don't understand why? I wish I could go back but I had to learn to follow the flow. I had alot to tell to every single one and someone that I will seriously going to miss. I feel like crying now but how? I can I cry out loud now? Why can't I cry? Oh no, I am really frustrated cause if dramas in school. I wish I could be left alone at side. I wish I could end my school life normaly and happily tomorrow. Bye

Sleepless Nights

2010-10-26T00:44:00.001+08:00

Finally found all the answer for the previous post. I am so glad it happen earlier then I tought. I hope that these all won't have happen but... I can't contorl it so I am going to learn how to ignore it and leave it alone. This won't be long. It only leave 2 months till 2010 over. After that everything will change. I hope it would change. Everything change. All the bad and sad things are going to disapper soon. Everything will be different. All your friends had learn to be different but left me. I am the only one who still wish thing that won't happen to happen.Bye

没关系

2010-10-22T23:26:00.000+08:00

时间过得很快.
After 11 years of schooling. Finally it is going to end very soon. I am very excited but a bit scare.
I scare how would I be in a new environment?
How will it be if all your schoolmate are not around you anymore?
How would it be in the future?
How would it be when someone used to be so close to you last time but now they are not?
How would it be in collage?
How would it be if you would not get to see the person you wanted to see everyday?
How would it be when you meet new friends?
How would it be if everything around you change but you still remains the same?
Would my life be happier or sadder in the future?
Would my life be great without those which i am really right now?
How? How? How?
What if?

so many '?????' in my head now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

How this How that!!!! OMG OMG!!! Too much!!

Guess it would be great haha

Bye

FINISHED!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-10-21T19:50:00.000+08:00

FINALLY TRIAL 2 FINISHED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Examsssss

2010-10-05T18:10:00.000+08:00

Oh no, Times flies. Next week will be mine 2nd TRIALS which i am not prepared at ALL!!!! After trials, we are going to be at school for another week and thats the last week of my secondary school life...I am so Excited about it :P

From 1st of november onwards, All the form5 student going to starts their STUDY BREAKS till SPM which starts on 23 November. OMG, times really flies...so soon we all will be ex-form5 and I happy about that cause I dont need to wake up so early anymore.

AND

A NEW LIFE OF Alex Chu going to BEGIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am so HAPPY about that :D no more seeing teachers.

AND

all my friends going to starts a new life too... I hope everyone will success in the FUTURE!!!!

bye

Sick and Tired@ARGH!

2010-09-01T20:44:00.001+08:00

Have been a while since my last post. Haihz, have been surrounded with alot of dramas. Never mind I told myself it just 2 more months to go. I could handle this myself.

I am going to enjoy my life to the max after SPM. I will become a whole new person cause the new environment and the new friend :) I so hope time fly faster now :P

I want a whole new environment!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

I am probably going to Kuantan this weekend cause i want a short outing for me to rest :) YESH!!

Next week holiday :)

bye

ONE & ONLY Birthday Wish....

2010-07-19T21:38:00.001+08:00

I had made a wish before my birthday and hope it may come true. I told someone about it and he started to laugh at me and ask me to dream on. But, I have fate and I believe it will come true. Please!!!!!!!!!!! Just ONE simple wish make it come true GOD.....

心里能装着一些时间带不走的淡淡悲伤，也是一种幸福

2010-05-30T18:30:00.000+08:00

Whenever I am bored, I start to think about it again. I promised myself not to think again, but the feeling there is so hard to forget. It happens 2 weeks ago. I felt nothing at first cause I forced myself to study at the time till I felt tired, so i wont think about it, but now exam coming to end. I got nothing else to do, and it comes back.

It is true that something time cannot even take it. It just stay there forever, those lines there. HAIHZ

I told myself it is impossible already cause a better man is there...

Wake Up ALEX!

什麼叫快樂？就是掩飾自己的悲傷對每個人微笑。

2010-05-23T23:49:00.000+08:00

就因为你的一句"没有如果",让我看清原来这世界上是没有永远的.

2010-05-12T19:26:00.000+08:00

+Fly Away-

2010-05-07T23:33:00.000+08:00

善忘有时侯也是一件好事,只少可以忘掉一些不想记得的事

2010-05-05T22:24:00.001+08:00

依然想念你.

走了好几年,又回到原点

2010-04-15T20:46:00.000+08:00

Have been a while I didn't talk to you. Like seriously, why it is so hard to forget a person that you fell deeply in love with? I dont know what to talk to you about, I feel so stupid and useless when I saw someone can make you laugh. I think I'm jealous also. Why must be so sad? I thought everything had gone but why sometimes it still appear in my heart. Why am I still so jealous? Why am I still feel so shy when I see you? Why I could so speechless when I saw you? Can all these be cure please? I lost in this battle. I really hard to make myself happy when I see you. I know you wont feel like that cause you think i am just a joker but i just feel sad sometimes. I try so hard to think of something to talk to you because i don't want to be some stupid idiots talk craps to you. I scare that you feel weird about me after that. Rather not to disturb you, then make you think i am an idiots.

I hope the you will understand how i feel now.

bye~

Last.....

2010-03-08T17:40:00.001+08:00

Probably this could be the last post for this blog. Will not be updating this blog cause it is boring and I doubt no one will read it

Bye

♥世界上最甜蜜的三个字不是"我爱你",而是"在一起"◕‿◕.

2010-03-06T00:26:00.000+08:00

Have a great week at school besides the Class Test 1 results. Everything is fine. Have nothing much to talk about this week was kinda speechless. Thinks a lot this week. Most probably because of new tuition schedules and also alot of works to be done this week. I really fed up of what i am thinking now. I really thinks a lot and think too much already. I don't know I can tell about what i am thinking cause it will cause a lot of negative things happen. Hmmph, could all these to be throw into the rubbish bin......

重点是什么？
朋友是什么？
可以什么都不知道吗？
很烦。
累了。
不要了。
回去了。

bye

是一条曲折的线,将你我带往两边;分开的两个人,怎么也回不到起点~~

2010-03-01T17:30:00.000+08:00

Class test finished last Thursday but the result of the class test is AWFUL!!!

Last Friday was holiday suppose to go watch movie but my mom dont allow me to go so I stay at home and sleep till 3pm. Then, went makan and stay at my grandma place till night. It was freaking bored there but i managed to online cause got wifi there but is slow...

Saturday was fine.

Yesterday, went to Klang Parade cause my youngest brother was having some chinese singing competition at there. Was at there the whole day. At night, when to grandma house to have dinner.

Today, Kang Seng was not feeling well so he didint go to school. Was Happy in school today :)

Ciaoz :)

♥ 被伤害过的感情，就不要再去相信了。因为再去相信，只会伤得更重. ♥

2010-02-24T19:50:00.000+08:00

I screwed up my PHYSICS ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHIT SHIT OMG

Tomorrow is our 2 last paper for Class Test 1. Just screw it la. This friday is a HOLIDAY. Who want watch movie?

Ciaoz :)

Ignorance is bliss, inaction is the panacea

2010-02-22T17:30:00.000+08:00

Today is the first day of school after CNY holiday, I seriously dont have the mood to study but I must force myself to do so cause exam is tomorrow and I didnt study during the holiday. I need to brush up all my subject.

Going to be a HARD TIME after CNY. EXAMS, STUDIES. PARAMOUNT (OMFG SO MANY THING TO DO).......

SHIT, NOT MUCH TIME LEFT OMG....

time to study for tomorrow test.......

Ciaoz :)

truth is always hurting

2010-02-19T22:36:00.000+08:00

Just back from Haw Donq thingy, had fun. Gamble and won :D.

Went to his place at 11 this morning. Helped him with his Apple pie but failed to do so. Was watching treasure hunter at his house. It was a hard to understand movie, very complicated movie.
Currently, sleeping over at grandma house since after it renovated.

Feels so BORED now. Anyone can help me kill my boredness here? Cannot watch PPS and the connections is extremely terrible. I want back my fast fast connection :(

Ciaoz :)

the beginning of the truth

2010-02-17T00:17:00.000+08:00

It is the 4th day of CNY. Times flies haha

2010 CNY is the hottest CNY i never had. WOW is so HOT out there. I have to full blast the aircorn everyday to keep my self not so warm. Had bad sore throat this morning. Luckily my mom give me some medicine to chew and it feels better :)

Had a weird dream last night, dreamt about PLURK =.= too much of PLURK i guess cause other then PLURK i got nothing to do and my phone bill is 6x of my normal one this month. It is scary man 6X is not a small number. I have to cut down on my online with my phone it is HELL EXPENSIVE. One thing good about it is It can kill my boredness :)

Thats all for my CNY holidays :) HAve to start study for my CT1 =.= It is stupid it spoiled my CNY mood =.=

Lastly, Happy Birthday to Lisa and Livon :) Hope you guys have a BLAST :)

Ciaoz~~~~~ :D

CNY and Valentine day coming...

2010-02-12T09:36:00.000+08:00

Happy CNY and Happy Valentine day. This year is very special cause CNY and Valentines day falls on the same day. This happen long long time once. Cannot not wait to receive angpao from all those aunties and uncles :D Angpao is awesome :)

Didnt go to school today cause all my friend balik kampung and it will be bored at school alone. So I decided to have my own holiday today :)

This coming CNY will be going alot of Open House. Thats fun :) Get to meet some friends again.

thats all for today :)

BYE

Dong Dong Chiang

Sports Day 2010!

2010-02-05T15:17:00.000+08:00

Just got back from 1U.

LEts talk about Sekolah Sri KDU Annual Sports Day 2010

Overall winner- Yellow

Deco- 1st Blue
2nd Green

March Past-1st Red
2nd Blue

Cheer-1st Blue
2nd Yellow

Tug Of War - Blue won :(

Haihz. Congratz to all winners. Omg we lost to Blue this year for the Tug Of War. We had try our best but still cannot get 1st. HAIHZ.

Anyway Congratz to Yang See Chow. He is the best athletes for Class 1 and also Sportsman for Sport Day. He won 3 GOLD and 1 Bronze.

anyway time to go. BYE

HAIHZ my GOLD is GONE :( I want TO WIN so much... How can this be? :(
HAIHZZZZZZZZZZZ

Tug OF War Finals

2010-02-04T21:04:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is the DAY. GREEN vs BLUE! I want to WIN!

Morning

2010-02-03T09:36:00.001+08:00

Just finished my breakfast, dont have the mood to bath.

OMG seriously, yesterday is a very STUPID day. I think I have to be mute from today onwards. Whatever I said or I did everyone think is wrong. Am I really wrong or you guys just want me to like your way and must listen to you? OMG realy tiring of all these. Suppose be a happy movie outing today with friends. End up, cancel cause of some silly stupid argument and also silly problem. OMG! Why? I was just joking about it. You really cannot take it or you just want to scold me? Haihz nevermind la is over. Dont think about it and dont care about it. I live my happy life, you can still be your boss.

Sports day this friday and GREEN house and BLUE house got into the FINAL for TUG OF WAR :)

I want a GOLD for tug of war. I give all my best this FRIDAY :D

Bye

Raining Heavily...

2010-01-31T15:53:00.000+08:00

Ate Pizza just now. Havent eat pizza for awhile but cannot be eating everyday cause is unhealthy. And is RAINING now. Feel so sleepy but have to go out soon. Going Mid Valley later. Have been going to Mid Valley every single Sunday. Part of the schedules in my weekly time table. I cutted my hair just now. Looks so shit without waxing it. Im going to WAX it till it grow back to the orginal length. I regret cutting at the clubhouse. It is cheap but look so awful!

Next friday is sport day. Hope could get GOLD for tug Of War again :). Pray HARD. Hopefully no going study for the next whole week cause of those sport practice. Im going RRI on tuesday for the Tug Of War prelims.

Tomorrow is a Brand NEW Month. Chinese New Year is coming guys! Woots Woots!!!!!! I want Angpao lots of angpao. This year is TIGER year. All people thinks this is not a good year cause is Tiger year. Hopefully everything go smoothly this year.

SPM Year. This year is my last year at KDU. So fast I have been study in KDU for 7 years. All the happy, sad, awesome, disappointed, and depressed moment had happen in this school. It is lock in my mind. I will enjoy my FINAL year cause we probably wouldnt be seeing each other anymore. Times flies fast. Yesterday is like my first day in KDU and soon Im going to leave this school to futher my studies in Collage or University. I have not much time left for SPM. IS only another 10 months. I promise myself to study hard and smart. I must get good result to get into collage. SPM only once a lifetime. It could determined my FUTURE. Study HARD. The time for PLAY will be decreasing but the time for STUDY is increasing.

BYE :)

30 Jan

2010-01-30T13:58:00.000+08:00

Haihz just quarrel with my auntie just now. I know is bad but I didnt even do anything and i got scolded. How unfair is that. I really cannot take it sometimes. I tried not to fight back but I have my own RIGHTS. I am not weak and not like those other kids who cannot fight back and must follow. I really feel angry whenever i got scolded for NO REASONS. How can those adult scold us kids without any reason. I bet they really feel so fun for scold others.

I HATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(

I LOVE THE DEEP BLUE FREEDOM OCEAN

BACK GUYS

2010-01-18T21:05:00.000+08:00

Wow my blog is totally DEAD. But now it is not anymore.

First thing.
Happy New Year everyone haha ( abit too late i guess)

Second
Happy Belated Birthday to Joyce ( 5 Jan)

Third
SPM Year OMG must study hard people ( SERIOUS)

Fourth
Going Edu Fair this Saturday ( Hope it is FUN)

Thats all for today BYE

Tag by Rou ==

2009-12-09T23:22:00.000+08:00

【被點到必填】

1. 被点到必填，不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷。
2. 请老实回答每一个问题。
3. 不得擅自涂改题目。
4. 写完后请点8位小朋友，不可不点。
5. 点完后请通知那8位小朋友他被点到了。
6. 那8位小朋友填完问卷，必须把问卷寄回给你问卷的人

幸福套餐No.1
1）你的绰号：alex
2）年龄：16
3）生日：9 Aug
4）星座：Leo
5）兴趣：alot
6）专长：sleep and eat :)

幸福套餐No.2

1）你有没有喜欢的人？：got
2）是否现在在交往？：nope
3）现在幸福不？：en
4）如果上天给你勇气，最想做什么事情？: Stand on the stage and perform
5）如果有天，你爱的人和你告白的话？：Fell for it :)

幸福套餐No.3

1）点你的人是？：Catherine Chin Yi Rou
2）他是你的？：friend
3）他的个性？：Happy go lucky~
4）认识他多久？：1 week
5）你觉得他怎样？：Awesome and lame sometimes
6）你想对他说什么？：Lets hang out some day
幸福套餐No.4

1）最爱的节目：alot
2）最爱的音乐：many
3）最爱的季节：冬天
4）最爱的卡通：Winnie the Pooh
5）最爱的人：Myself
6）最爱的颜色：Pink
7）最爱的国家：Japan
8）最爱的天气：Winter time

幸福套餐No.5

1）如果上天给你三个愿望：
i)become smart
ii)be awesome
iii)be rich

3）最深刻的回忆？：
i)Japan Disneyland

4）你是个很有信心的人吗？：
i)maybe

5）你很爱微笑吗？：
i)yeah! :D:D:D

6）如果你要放弃你现在的生活，你愿意吗？：
i)sure, why not?

7）妄想什么样的生活？：
i)Free and Eazy

8）是否横刀夺爱才是爱？:
i)NO!

Im Back

2009-12-06T15:56:00.000+08:00

Got back from airport at 4 this morning. Had a great great trip. It was awesome. Meets some new friends. HAD FUN!

:)

Away for 1 week

2009-11-27T15:42:00.000+08:00

Today, I will be going oveseas for a week. Hope to see some changes after I come back.

Ciaoz guys

Last day of school

2009-11-19T04:21:00.001+08:00

I just realized I have this sleeping disorder problem. I slept at 4 every morning and wake up at 9. Really hard to sleep nowadays. Maybe is it because of problem or maybe I just not tired.

I wonder why?

Actually I dont know why should I do it or not? Because I had try to do it before but it didnt work at all. I feel like doing it again, but i scare it may bring a lot of harm to everyone. '

I know is quite hard to understand what i am expressing it but hope you guys dont mind. I am actually so miserable now. I always think and think and then wonder. I wonders too much that make people think Im weird and random. Maybe I am just too used to it and hard to change it but I try my best to change myself.

I had finished my puzzle that I bought ls night. This is my first ever puzzle that i fix it myself.

I guess is time to sleep now/

Bye guys.

School

2009-11-18T03:59:00.000+08:00

Is 4 in the morning now. Im not sleeping yet but Im very tired and sleepy.

I wonder what can I do now? I have to so much thing to make my self happy but still when Im stoning. I start to think something is very not relevant. I hope it will go away one day. Times passes really really fast. I want to take a short break before it keep on moving but is hard. Everyday, I have to use brain to think some thing stupid to make my self happy. I wish one day my brain will stop thinking and shut down for 1 day, then I wont think of something stupid.

Can anyone help me on that? Haiz I still cannot find anyone to help me. Because people around me are so free and easy and happy go lucky. Maybe sometimes, I takes things too serious or maybe too lightly causes a lot of things happening on me and I start to feels bad.

I always break a promise, this time as usual I broke it again. Sorry for not going school tomorrow. Hmmppphhhhhhh

Watching 2012 tomorrow with my friend. Hope it is nice

Haiz

Btw, I think is the time for me to rest my brain and rest my everything.

Bye Bye :)

Hmmmph

2009-11-17T03:07:00.000+08:00

Holidays is coming soon. I really dont like to have those leaving feeling. I hope we all can stick together forever. Hmmph, is a very hard feeling to see somemore really really good friend leaving you.

The feeling is hard to express but still is very sad.

Every year is passing very fast. This year is even faster. Dont know why? But just feel like stop for a little while or maybe take a short break before Lifes keep on moving. Haiz

Btw, this weeks is last weeks of school. Everyone is going to missing each other soon. Someone is leaving us soon. Something important is coming towards us very soon.

Went to school today, quite boring today because someone ffk. I took back all my books home. It may takes me a few round to take everything.

Tomorrow, we having a football match against form 3 Champion class and prize giving ceremony and some valuable moment will be going on this weeks and some unforgettable memories and nice photo will be taking this week.

HAIZ

Why must Form 4 passes so FAST??????? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?

HAIZ

bye

Excited

2009-11-12T20:46:00.000+08:00

Hmmph, tomorrow would ba a very FUN and Excited day.

We going to win tomorrow. Sure we are. and TRANQUALIZE you all sure WIN tomorrow. OMG, holidays is coming soon. So excited. Will be going China in 2 weeks times. haha SO EXCITED. Lets PARTY till Morning during HOLIDAYS. But next year, is freaking SPM.

Haha

BYE

Leon...

2009-11-08T22:11:00.000+08:00

Just got back from dinner at Desa Park City to celebrate grandma birthday.

Happy Birthday grandma!

I saw alot of puppies there, it made me think of Leon again. I still first time i bring him there and he poop there, and I have to clean up. I enjoyed those time and moment that i spend with him. I miss him so much. One day, I wish I could bring him back.

Anyway, feels so tired now, went to Mid Valley again. I found that every Sunday I am going there just to walk around and eat Ice cream.

I wish I could get a I touch or I phone before going to China, so I could use it to kill time in the bus :)

BYE BYE

可以给我一次机会吗？

2009-11-07T23:15:00.000+08:00

Just finished the drama 'Queen Of Marriage'. That drama is very awesome. One of the best drama, I had never ever watch. So lucky that the actress never die. Sure it wont happen real life.

Btw, went 1U today, saw wen chien in Mac City. Ming Bro bought the new iphone. So i accompany him and Miko go to look for a cover. So many nice cover to choose but end up he choose the black one.

Suppose to swim after 1U. but it was raining so we went to buy Nasi Lemak at Uptown. That Nasi Lemak is very delicious.

After the whole day shopping, feels so tired. WOW Im going to sleep well i guess because is raining.

BYE.

Nervous

2009-11-04T20:40:00.000+08:00

Just back from badminton.

OMG, im so nervous im having a match tomorrow. IM so so so so so so so so nervous. Hmmph, hope I wont screw it up.

Im so tired. The only thing I can do now is rest. Haiz, so tired.

Oh, having football match on Friday. Wish me luck people :-). We will win :-)

Bye.

忘记你我做到吗？希望可以吧

2009-11-02T19:41:00.000+08:00

Quite boring now. Kang Seng is in his wonderland. No one really I can talk much to besides him. Btw, I twisted my ankle today(SAD)

Btw, I have match tomorrow against Aristotle. Wish me luck people. I hope we can win tomorrow.
加油吧！

Everything will go smoothly

BYE BYE

Holiday is coming

2009-10-30T23:48:00.000+08:00

Just got back from dinner with grandma.

Heard good news and bad news today.
1) My parents said we are going to China for vacation end of November( GOOD)
2) I might not be going to Genting with my friends at the first week of December ( BAD)

That all for the day

BYE

Ponteng

2009-10-28T19:10:00.000+08:00

Ponteng school. Went to 1U.

Actually quite boring st home. But at school even SHIT BORING. Saw Gary and the friend at 1U just now.

Feels so BORED now. No one to talk to

bye

FYE OVER, Lets PARTY

2009-10-26T17:30:00.000+08:00

Finally, FYE is OFFICIALLY OVER

I have this WEIRD feeling right now. That something is going to CHANGE my LIFE! Something that will everyone feels sad

I hope it wont turn up to be too BAD! that could CHANGE my FUTURE....

Lets Party Exam OVER....

Might be having a BBQ again.....

太傻了

2009-10-25T21:58:00.000+08:00

也许我太相信别人了，人是很可怕，双面人更可怕。我狠我自己太凄轻易相信别人了！我讨厌我自己

鸵鸟

2009-10-20T19:13:00.000+08:00

人可以选择逃避当妥协吗？我们可以不要放弃吗？结束真的会好吗？我们的关系比陌生人还陌生
我们命中注定只能当陌生人吗？我希望可以默默的付出吗？我能拥有不求回报的爱吗？

希望明天会比今天快乐

F50 Tunit :D

2009-10-20T03:03:00.001+08:00

YEAH! I got a new pair of BOOTS!

HAHAHA! Feels so HAPPY!

THANK YOU Dad!

Btw shit i wak up because i got a nightmare! OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!! Finally most of the test paper is over and soon everything will be OVER and we can ENJOY our LIFE!!!!!!

HMMMPH not much to blog about....

PIE~

you look so man, but then your deep inside 100%like girl

2009-09-30T20:19:00.000+08:00

Just got back from GYM! Very TIRED!

Quite FUN at school today, played football for PE then Mr.Pang and Ms.Tai were absent. We were discussing where to go for CLASS TRIP :D
1. Redang
2. Langkawi
3. Pangkor

HAHA! for my opinion I wanna go PANGKOR hahaha...

Sadly, someone argue with someone. I hope they will be FRIENDS again! PRAY HARD!

that all!