THE BATMAN IS HERE :D

Had a great night just now :D Thanks for all the powerful comfort and advise :)
Didn't know that I am so not experience in these until all the stories you told me haha :D
I promise I will do everything that you told me just now all those strategic, skills and knowledge :)
You two really know how to make my day and makes all my thought to be out of the door :P
Lucky to have you two to be in my life haha :D
Without you two, I am not the me right now :D
You guys really GREAT people haha :D
thanks for everything :D
anyways, that's all for today :D
NIGHT!!!! :D

love blogging again......

i love to blog back.... this is the only place that i could release everything...haihz...say hi but nvr reply, say good luck but got ignored...maybe you already think that i am annoyed....i dont mind seriously because at least i get to see you thats all i want only... you would probably think i am a fool now but i will just tell you that i really dont mind if you dont want to do anything but just want to let you know... you willing to walk pass me and i get to see you...i am already fine with it...i miss everything you gave me but trust me i will need sometimes to chill and i know you also would want to chill for awhile... i am sorry....

I LOVE YOU THATS ALL I CAN SAY......................

HAIHZ WHAT A WEEK!!!!! From top of the heavens falls until bottom of hells..... that all I can say about it.... I really fall for it because i believe this time would be real if i take it slowly....but it fails again.... I felt really stupid for that.... I know I am nothing to you compare to him but I will try my very best but, still he is your one and only and I am a passenger or maybe not even anything in your life.... i thought I could make you forget the past and look forward to me....I dont know what he did but I know he did something that really make your life wonderful last time.... I am so regret for whatever i did because all these things had make you feels annoyed thats why you choose to throw me out.... hmmph, to tel you the truth you are the first person to give me such feelings that no others girl gave before, and thats why i thought i will be forever.....from the point of view from the others, i did something really stupid, in my heart i know it really worth it and it means that how much you are to me... i agree thats too rush but i just want to be secure so that I dont want to make something more foolish out of it.... i know that you couldnt forget him is not your fault it is just that he had really make you willing to go for it.... I dont really hopes you said that so fast because I know if you didnt said it thing wont change.... I remember you ask me to give you some times to forget him, I was really happy and i know what i did is worth it.... maybe you dont have these feelings now because from your eye i am just a friend but you wont know that from the first day i met you, i am already deeply fall for you.... I know the couldnt change anything but I really into you.... i will slowly wait until you walk away from him because I believe it will happen one day.... maybe 10 years? I dont want to make you feel bad or sad thats why i choose to lie to you and said that i already let go.... because i know if i told you i will slowly wait you will not talk to me.... trust me dear i will prove to you one day that when you left him, I will be there to wait for you..... I dont mind how long it will takes because in my heart and i have fate that it is worthy.....I know if i stop now i will very regret.......just want to let you know, I feels so hurt whenever I see you sad because I want you to be happy everyday... I know you have been going so much stress, but I will be there to support you every seconds....i think that he is like the cloud in the sky, but i am just a piece of rock on the land.......i didnt blame you at all because i know you want me to be good and also you dont want to hurt me but seriously, i got hurts so deep yesterday because of those words.... trust me!!!! I will be there to wait until you left his life, i want to see you as a very cheerful girl but not a sad one......

TRUST ME!!!! I WILL WAIT TILL I DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHERE THE FUCK IS EVERYONE!!! WHEN I NEED TO TALK TO NO ONE THERE!!! WHAT THE FUCK IS ALL THESE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Moody

Had BBQ party just now with all my ex classmates, current classmates and friends. It was really FUN BBQ under the rain. I bbq almost 40 chicken wings.

Anyways, I broke my new year resolution. Shit! It is turning back after so long. This make me don't like my weekends. I hope I have school every single day so that I could keep myself busy and pack so that i would not have time to do other things are starts thinking. Haiyooooooo!!!!!!!!!! I hope I would not be seeing you anymore and wishes you success in your future


By the way, Happy early CNY to everyone of you

人生就好像一個旅程。在旅程中你會遇見傷心，憤怒，挫折，快樂，幸福，愛你的人，你愛的人。每一段不同的相遇，都是不同的旅行。謝謝你願意停下旅程的腳步，把腳步停留在這個幸福休息站。现在好想輕輕地向你問候~ 問問你，這次的旅程快樂嗎？幸福嗎？

I had already stepped in for my collage for 1 week plus plus. I met quite a lot of new friends. But I still mix with my old friends. I wanted to meet more people but it just the first weeks. I don't think it is very possible.

Actually, my college life is not that amazing as what I thought. Maybe it is too early to said that. I don't feel like mixing with those friends which I know very long cause it is really hard for me to know others people. Let me try my best to mix with people! :D

I had a lot to say but I don't want to say it here cause it will causes a lot of unwanted problem and nonsense! :D

I think that's all

bye

2011

Happy New Year!!! :D

First post in 2011. Everything starting to change, my life had changed to another state. I am no longer secondary life student. I am in college now doing my course.

Actually, college life is not really how I expected, maybe it is too early to say that but it was kinda boring and feel so tired after school. Luckily, I am not the only one who is doing the course, I have 6 friends with me doing the same thing, I have no worries about being lonely. But, out of the person I wanted to be with in the same college didn't not happen. it was rather kinda sad actually.

I wish I could really find a someone that I could fall for and to forget about her.

This year is a very special year, cause I celebrated my new year at oversea and it was really fun and awesome. But still there are some part which really unhappy but I must not think much about it and start my new year with new way of thinking.

How wonderful is that if I could be with her but that just wont happen. So I make sure that I must forget about her. I think this is my 1st new year resolution. I CAN DO IT!!!

Lets talk about 2010, It is a very wonderful year cause it was my last year in secondary school and I had SPM. It was a really stressed year cause have to study and study and study!!! I wich I could get good result for such hard work I did. It was a very proud year too cause we all are the senior of the school.

I think that's all for now :D



CHINESE NEW YEAR is around the corner. Cannot wait for those angpau money already :)