不是故意

I guess everything have end :) I realized one thing when you fall for a person, you will be emo hahaha but now I am alright dy!!!! I know where's the limit and when to stop :) I know I may sound mean but seriously, I must stop at the nonsense because I don't want to create problem anymore!!!! I don't want to waste anymore time!!! I shall just start and get my ass off to studies instead of playing a fool!!!!! :)

Trust me!!! To be cruel to yourself, you surly won't get hurt much!!!! Like me now :D

I know what's happening around so let's just continue my journey!!! I believe I had cross the difficulties part!!!! Let's continue :D

To be true, I cannot find any reason why people can change so fast maybe is because I change slow hahaha :P

And also, I really cannot find such quality girl like you weih! Eventho, I don't have the feel for you!!! I really treat you like my younger sis :D I just want to protect you like how I protect my family and also treat you like how bro treat sis :) I don't mind giving the best to you because I had never find someone like this before!!!! hahaha


I know you will treat the same :) I believe you can be happy too when you meet someone you love :) I really hope that someone will treat you well :) I don't want to see you get hurt again!!! Did I mention that your smile is the most beautiful one I ever see haha this is so true :)

Anyway, I feel so much better after advise :) haha


Bye :D

北極星的眼淚

Humans are really complicated!!!! You know the feelings of FTW!!!! when you fall for on that you not supposed to???? The feelings that so fucked up your mind but yet you still cannot do anything??? How fucked up I am to bring such problem to myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what I can say, I am just trying to get myself in troubles!!!!

AHHHHHH!!!!!

It is the life I want???
Is that the person suits me????
Does that person what I worth to fight for????
Is that the RIGHT ONE????
You never know how much a heart will ache when you feel for someone???
Thats fuked up!!!!!

Feelings is there, but the faith is not there!!!!!!!
Does true love really exist???
True love really can win everything????
whatever it is should i continue???
Does it worth me to hold on???
Does everything have an good endings????
HANG ON or MOVE ON???
HOLD ON or GIVE UP???
ANY SUGGESTION???
CAN YOU GIVE ME A SIGN TO MOVE TO THE NEXT STEP????



SIGN PLEASE!!!!!!!
FUCK LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Forever love!!!!

Are you the one? Should I put everything on you again? I am scare of getting hurt anymore!!! I am scare that history will repeat. I don't want to to be so confident and end up get fucked up again!!!! When come to these things, I am so stress about you!!! I know I am lack of confident and I am scare to get hurt again!!!! I know you are a very good person!!!! I also you know you quite straight forward but then I am just scare because you too friendly!!!! I don't know :( I need someone to help me :( I need someone clam me down and could just give me some advice!!!! I am really terrified about this!!!! I don't know what should I do to protect myself!!!!! I am tired and I am scare :(

我的心中有很深的伤口

actually, the scar still there. just that i need someone else to cover it up for me!!! i dont know who but seriously cannot be you anymore!!! i rather choose to give up then be the awkward way we were!!!! i dont know that someone i mention could let me cover up!!!! You just cannot simply move on, but you need someone else to carry you forward!!!


I sincerely wish you have a greast future!!! I know someone else could love you more then I used to be!!!! I hope your one will treat you better then how i used to treat!!!

there are alot of things I decided not to tell because i know even i tell it wont change anything!!! I tried so best not to even bother about you but sometimes, i will hate myself for seeing you like that!!!!

sometimes, those memories still stay fresh in my mind no matter how long it happens!!!!

After all these happens, i am really afaird to fall for someone because i dont want to get the same outcomes again! i dont mind being single then being hurt again!!! I shall try my best to keep myself single until i am out to work :) thats the best solution i think :)

i shall focus everything on my studies then will talk about others :)

金玉良言

Whatever it is please go away from me!!!!! I am getting unwanted stress.... No matter how hard I tried it just never get off!!! Life is like that huh? Probably!!!! But everything happen for a reason. So, I cannot blame but have face it all by myself!!!! I know I can do it!!!!



Those words are hurts!!!! But what can I do? I don't think many will understand how do I feel. Hard to believe things had change so much just 2 months!!! It is getting from bad to worst!!! Everything had just turn into hi and bye... That's all!!!

Hmm ph....

It is so shame to talk about yesterday, but to risky to talk about tomorrow, therefore, let's living it up today!!!!!!!

Things can changes with just a blink of eyes!!!! Gotta learn to cruel about to ourselves, so that we ourselves won't get so much hurt!!! Learn not to think, not to miss and not even have to say much words about you.....

2012!!!!

Feels so moody this few days... For some reason, it shouldn't exist now but why it is here??? What ever man!!! Just wait till my uni starts with lecture next week and everything will be fine!!!!!!!

2012!!!!

Feels so moody this few days... For some reason, it shouldn't exist now but why it is here??? What ever man!!! Just wait till my uni starts with lecture next week and everything will be fine!!!!!!!