男人

19岁而已，做了决定就不要害怕结果，如果怕就不要去做。没有人拿枪逼你!!!!
不要等到后悔了才去伤心。

Goodbye, The Truth... RIP...

原来我一直怀疑的事情更本就没有存在过，也真的我一直在多想而已。
所以呀，我想到真的觉得自己很可笑，原来我真的好笨哦！！！！！
我不会怪你因为你真的并不懂，我也保证不会有历史从演！！！！！
所以现在，我什么都不想了，因为为了一个人付出不定要回报啊！！
只要你开开心心的，我也很满足了！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

而从今开始，我发誓此事我不会在和任何人提起了！！！！！！！！

to get what you cannot get, you must do what you had never did before

I believe external force is making things worst, therefore, I have hand in the question to god. I know He will give me a satisfied answer :) eventho, if He do not, I will bear with all the consequence :) I know I have to see things on different angle. Not always the first angle is the best view, because first angle could sometimes be a mistake or even something had blocked it. Therefore, we can view from different angle :)

Let's slowly and wait miracles to happen. Right time, Right place and the Right person will arrived :) I have no rush over it any more :) I believe good things always come in the end :) lets do your best and wait for things to happen :) 

Everything will be great with a positive mind :D 

Friendship

Pure frienship ; PERHAPS

单纯的友谊 ; 我怀疑着

我不明白我自己在想什么，也不懂在期待什么。

对你来说也不重要，也许是没重要过。

也是我一厢情愿而已吧。

也许也是我一个人在胡思乱想。

不管是还是不是

好了不想了，等你找个好男友吧！！！

就当永远的好朋友吧

New Journey

It had been long time since i last writing anything here. Times flies, it had already been mid of august, everything seems fine i suppose. For the past few weeks, have been a lot of question running in my mind. There were goods and bads. Alot of things happened past thru the last 2 months. A lot of things are seems to be changing, enviroment, taughts, people and many many more. But still i am still clear of what i want and needs.

人永远都有不可告知的秘密，有一个没人知道的一面。

后悔只是一个让自己好赶过翩的借口而已，因为选择是自己决定的。

I know at this point of time i am regret because it was once what i wanted. But i simply just cannot do anything about it.

Things happens for a reason, the reason may be faith....

有缘无份。

Music

Recently, i realised something weird about myself.... 我发现我爱上爱唱歌的女生了，她们的歌声深深把我吸引了。可能是因为我太爱听歌了吧、对她们都有一种崇拜的感觉吧！！！可能也是因为我太想念妳的歌声了吧。我希望以后可以找到一位和妳一样爱唱歌的女生吧。。。。。

Money vs FReedom

可能金钱这东西让人又爱又恨。在金钱的世界里，可以把人性和性格分开很多种。有时候，人赚钱不是因为没钱，而人花钱不是因为没钱。

I don't know why but it is just very weird... This week I had taught of a lot of things related to life. I once think if I could have money, i could settles things I needed or properly I could settle my life. But, I know I was wrong. Not everything on the earth you could buy with money. For example, families, relationship, happiness. But, I was wrong.

I realized I was really lucky to have such family. From what I saw, I know everything single must have scarifies. MONEY vs FREEDOM!!!! Could this be true???? I don't know cause I haven't really step into the life of careers.

But, whenever I saw you, you reminds me of how lucky I am. I know you have been working so hard just for your goals and dreams. I really feel that I really cannot give a hand but to watch you having hard times.

Your smile, your voice. I still deeply remember... You are one happy penguin that should live happily :) really hope you get well soon and get to set all the foods you were cravings for :)