Confused

I am confused because after all I still wish to be with you... I taught I had over you but it just doesn't seem right... You are the only person I could do anything to just see your smile... Your smile is the best ever scene I had seen... I know it is not the real one but yet I still wish to see you smile... All the memories had been flowing around my mind.... But I know I cannot have you... But I just want to treat you good in not getting any return.... I know I am too much but I just don't know who to talk to........

Seriously after all you are still you and I am still me.... I just wanna treat you best..... Get to talk to you again is really nice because thats what I always want.... thanks to give me so many good memories and get to know you was really my pleasure :) you are awesome yet beautiful :)

时间的力量

我不是没有感觉，只是我怕历史重演。


Time passed so fast... So fast my college life unofficially ended..... Now left my WACE coming.... Phew, the one whole year had happened so many things but yet I am still the same... Maybe sometimes, I overreacted but then I really want people to know that I don't care what I faced but then please don't do something more to destroy me. I am strong but I don't want people come and destroy me.....

I want to leave this so fast but I know is impossible because I know I am in reality I am not in my own wonder world... Learn to wake up from reality and see the true color of people's nature.... Anyway not gonna talk about the unhappy thing already.....

Happy things also happens around... I thought something good will never come back to me but then it just did... I regrets for losing it but then I know I can have it again :) I really appreciate those :D hope we could be friends forever :)



Can't wait to meet new people in my uni life hahaha :D and also will remember those in my college :) all you guys are awesome :D

Shit

Haihz, fuck my life la!!!!!!!!

I don't want to be sohai again!!!!! Let go bah!!!!! It is best way to solve all the unwanted problems d.... I don't want to make myself seems so not myself!!!! I want to be how I am!!!!! I will just live my life myself!!!!!!


There are only 2 choices.. Either you love with your entire heart or you give up and move on!!!! WAITING is just a mistake!!!! Because it will just make yourself feel more hurt!!!!

Just gonna go with the flow la... Not like I really need it..... Something friends will be more then enough!!!!!!


So follow your heart, live with your fate and just believe whatever you passes thought is either yours or someone else... Don't take it too much or hold it too tight!!!!! It is just so not the way!!!!



Sleepless for few nights d.. But tonight will be different cause I am changing it!!!!!!

Night....

放了自己

Mocks just around the corner!!!! Sid so much of studies and hope the result will go fine!!!! Better not screwing it this time!!!

Whatever happened, I will try my best to forget it because it is bothering me so much... Maybe is my problem... I really hate myself for being so over confident and end up also got into the wrong timing.... I really expected too much and I too over estimated myself!!!!! Dumb me! Those thing are just so complicated!!!! I Just too weak and easily believe what people say..... Why????

Sometimes, I just so stubborn that must get hurt only willing to let go!!!! Even thought I knew the truth but yet I am going more deep for it..... I just have to try my best to control it sometimes!!!!!

You are just great :) wish I could have you!!!! :)

Away...

Time passes really fast. It is already September and everything just gonna end soon :D

I am so happy that what I used to believe, no longer having any meaning for me already. I am just happy whatever I am going through now is just seems interesting. Get to spend time with friends and family. I am so happy when I am down, I always have a group of good friends that could really brighten my day :) Thats is like the best thing you could wish for :)

Just want to say that things are no longer bothering me :) I am just gonna live up with the things I have and will appreciate those that really treat me as brothers and friends :D

Things is just getting better when everything just not bothering you :) I am so glad to meet those friends :D

Holiday just ended and have to get back to serious studies :D haha

Life just seems great already :D

anyway gtg :D

愛笑的眼睛...

Currently having my EEs now!!! but didnt really study much because I keep slacking =.=

Basically, I just realized I gained a lot from life experiences in all sort of field. I know it may sound weird to you but trust me it ias really what I learned. I have to change from how i used to be. I had learn that saying and doing seems contrast. Some people think that saying it in a polite way will make you doesn't feel hurts. SORRY MAN! I am not going to listen to lies. Tells me the truth and at least I will feel real after hearing it....Whatever you said just trying to cover the "not interested in you" truth. THANKS FOR USING ME :) I KNOW I BECAME USELESS IN THE END THATS WHY THINGS HAPPENS BUT I LEARN SOMETHING NEW IN LIFE Words and action are like walls, after you hits it, you will only feel the pain but trust me after you heal, YOU WILL SEE THINGS so much differently... It doesn't works between us is because what we see in life is different and it is just something impossible to happen. Yet, you think that everything is gonna end the same way but sorry you are wrong, every situation in life is different.

AND I REALIZED ONE IMPORTANT THING IN LIFE... NOT TO REPEAT THE HISTORY BECAUSE IT IS STUPID TO DO THE SAME THING... END UP YOU WILL BE GETTING HURT THE SAME WAY!!!!!!

Actually, I really want to thanks you for letting me hitting the wall so hard to realized that how STUPID I USED TO BE !!!!!!!!

I AM NO LONGER THE STUPID ONE BECAUSE LESSON LEARNED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

off to study :D

Last Embrace....

After a week of happiness, my mood got back!!!!! The feeling is back!!! taught it had gone away long long time ago.... it come back for no reason!!! why am i so dumb and stupid?? it is gone la weih!!!!! I shouldn't even bother about it because this is not even my responsibility.... always have to try to live to please someone...screw that!!! you are no longer the one i suppose to care about!!! you are just passer-by and i am not suppose to make any effort to let you stay because it is not how it suppose to be!!!!!! go away because i know i cannot have it and i dont need it anymore!!!!

When we look up the sky, we saw a different view!!!

"YOU ARE NOT THE ONE" I have to tell this to myself everyday!!!!!!

We are from different world!!!!!

Sometimes, a FAKE smile could really cover everything!!!!! lets fake it all the way until the end of all these!!! because this is the only thing that could make me feel like I AM ALRIGHT!!!!!!!

btw, thanks all my friends that wishes me on my birthday :) and those special one who bought me the present!!! I really love the shoe so much!!!!