2013

1st day of 2013 and I dont know what was I doing, I told myself to let go but when I heard about you, I feel so scare and ran ober to you. It is true that you doesn't like me but I cannot force nyswlf to stop liking you. I made a big mistake,  I know I shouldn't do it but I know regrets of ot doing is worst. Before I did it, I knew the answer but my expectation doesn't feel that. I xannot force you to like me as much I do, but deep inside there is some feelings there.  I know everything should be over by now. I know I'm not suppose to act as how I did. I always know give out doesn't means you wil get same in return. But, just have to learn to face it, this time cannot there will always be next time. All these are just part of life. Learn no to expect too much, you will be so hurt in the end. What I know is that treating someone special is a pleasure, but you cannot expect them to do the same. Therefore, least expect least hurt. Learn to be strong, and believe less in it. Hope 2013 would be better