我记得我爱过

After this week, my AUSMAT life officially ended. I am really excited tho. Probably because of you. Then, my holiday starts... Haihz, have to think to go get something to do because once I am free I surely think non-stop... Like seriously, it is impossible for me to let go. Probably, I didn't let it go at all but instead I hidden it deep inside... But, it still appear... I tried so many ways to let it go, it just seems impossible... Maybe it is the matter of time... But like seriously, I know I won't get what I want at the end of the day but I still enjoyed those moments & memories...

Maybe is true that we doesn't meant for each other... Even, My feeling for you is still there... I just know I can't have you anyhow... I really enjoyed the time we had... Quality is more important then quantity so probably I didn't really know you that well and start making assumption... I know if the feeling is not there probably we are close friend already...

For once, I try to get myself drunk so that I don't think about you but it just simply not at all because it is just a short period of time after that I have to back to reality... Sometimes I really do admire those couples.. They are so lovely and happy... Maybe I sound desperate but I know I only want you but no one else...

Maybe, in future I can find someone like you or maybe not... But I hope I will really find someone like you because it is so feel so great...

Whatever left undone shall be left aside because you know you just cannot do it anymore... Whatever thought inside your mind shall leave for the right one...maybe the next one or maybe not...


Time to get rest for my last paper tmw :) night

好朋友只是朋友

Haihz... How can a person be happy if the reason that he would happy of has gone far away? any idea?

So fast, I had make trough the third paper for my WACE!!! I am really that excited tho because it only left a week to see those you really wanted to see everyday... I wanted it to be longer.. Hmmmph, maybe this is the new level of life... You cannot go against the nature... Doesn't meant then doesn't meant... Don't use any extra force to push it.... It is a great time that I had learn alot of new things in college life...

I had learned that how could a person smile drive you to so much just to see it.
How person can make you think worth do so much for. Actually never regret every single move you made because I realized it is kinda like a good experience for me to do it and enjoy just to see you taking it :) I know maximum range between us is only best friends.... I know I cannot go any further or else I will get myself in trouble again. Therefore, I decided to treat you differently but will treat you still so special because you have the ability to make me feel you are special :D it is just not easy to find you type I'd people... So I must not waste my chances :)

But, I know there is still a limit for friends.. Sorry if I had gone trough the limits sometimes :)

I used to believe that you are gonna be the one but I was wrong, you are not the one. But you gonna be sometimes else like how are we now :) so I know that I don't need to do anything much if you are not meant to be the one.

Everything is done for a reason. No many people know the reason including me, so why not I just choose to accept the fact and move on :)

I am really glad to have you as a friends :) I can't ask for more because I have the best :)


Alright... Night

Is 2.45 already 

別再驚動愛情

Cool!!! It is november already... Please treat me good cause I am having finals from the 3rd nov till the 18th nov... This few weeks I am going to be drown by books and notes haha :D Btw time flies and yet good thing doesnt seems happening at all....

I have this feeling that I just cannot express it out... I know the truth and I know no point trying so hard because it will end up useless.. Probably, I always think too much that's why I will have such feeling...

Time to think for yourself man!! everything coming an end and you still wondering what's is that thing that you always regrets it didn't happen... Just small reminder!!! YOU MUST FUCKING WAKE UP FROM THE PAST!!! ALEX CHU!!!! thing doesn't always go as you wish!!! You think you are the boss isit???? Nope you are NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You have to wake up and start accepting the fact!!! You are not living for others! you live for yourself!!! For what ever you felt regrets you can just dump it aside because what you have to do now is put all in your exam and get a result that could get you into a good uni!!!!

Whatever others said you do not have to bother much because you are not those people somebody and you cannot control them for saying whatever and you think is you!!!! dont perasan sia!!!! wtf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

alright enough....... i am enough!!! just be who you are!! don't bother what people thinks about you or talk about you!!!! defence yourself la dude!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! do not simply get shit from what people said to destroy you!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so what I am still a rockstar !!!!!!!! no one gonna break me down!!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!

night

Confused

I am confused because after all I still wish to be with you... I taught I had over you but it just doesn't seem right... You are the only person I could do anything to just see your smile... Your smile is the best ever scene I had seen... I know it is not the real one but yet I still wish to see you smile... All the memories had been flowing around my mind.... But I know I cannot have you... But I just want to treat you good in not getting any return.... I know I am too much but I just don't know who to talk to........

Seriously after all you are still you and I am still me.... I just wanna treat you best..... Get to talk to you again is really nice because thats what I always want.... thanks to give me so many good memories and get to know you was really my pleasure :) you are awesome yet beautiful :)

时间的力量

我不是没有感觉，只是我怕历史重演。


Time passed so fast... So fast my college life unofficially ended..... Now left my WACE coming.... Phew, the one whole year had happened so many things but yet I am still the same... Maybe sometimes, I overreacted but then I really want people to know that I don't care what I faced but then please don't do something more to destroy me. I am strong but I don't want people come and destroy me.....

I want to leave this so fast but I know is impossible because I know I am in reality I am not in my own wonder world... Learn to wake up from reality and see the true color of people's nature.... Anyway not gonna talk about the unhappy thing already.....

Happy things also happens around... I thought something good will never come back to me but then it just did... I regrets for losing it but then I know I can have it again :) I really appreciate those :D hope we could be friends forever :)



Can't wait to meet new people in my uni life hahaha :D and also will remember those in my college :) all you guys are awesome :D

Shit

Haihz, fuck my life la!!!!!!!!

I don't want to be sohai again!!!!! Let go bah!!!!! It is best way to solve all the unwanted problems d.... I don't want to make myself seems so not myself!!!! I want to be how I am!!!!! I will just live my life myself!!!!!!


There are only 2 choices.. Either you love with your entire heart or you give up and move on!!!! WAITING is just a mistake!!!! Because it will just make yourself feel more hurt!!!!

Just gonna go with the flow la... Not like I really need it..... Something friends will be more then enough!!!!!!


So follow your heart, live with your fate and just believe whatever you passes thought is either yours or someone else... Don't take it too much or hold it too tight!!!!! It is just so not the way!!!!



Sleepless for few nights d.. But tonight will be different cause I am changing it!!!!!!

Night....

放了自己

Mocks just around the corner!!!! Sid so much of studies and hope the result will go fine!!!! Better not screwing it this time!!!

Whatever happened, I will try my best to forget it because it is bothering me so much... Maybe is my problem... I really hate myself for being so over confident and end up also got into the wrong timing.... I really expected too much and I too over estimated myself!!!!! Dumb me! Those thing are just so complicated!!!! I Just too weak and easily believe what people say..... Why????

Sometimes, I just so stubborn that must get hurt only willing to let go!!!! Even thought I knew the truth but yet I am going more deep for it..... I just have to try my best to control it sometimes!!!!!

You are just great :) wish I could have you!!!! :)

Away...

Time passes really fast. It is already September and everything just gonna end soon :D

I am so happy that what I used to believe, no longer having any meaning for me already. I am just happy whatever I am going through now is just seems interesting. Get to spend time with friends and family. I am so happy when I am down, I always have a group of good friends that could really brighten my day :) Thats is like the best thing you could wish for :)

Just want to say that things are no longer bothering me :) I am just gonna live up with the things I have and will appreciate those that really treat me as brothers and friends :D

Things is just getting better when everything just not bothering you :) I am so glad to meet those friends :D

Holiday just ended and have to get back to serious studies :D haha

Life just seems great already :D

anyway gtg :D

愛笑的眼睛...

Currently having my EEs now!!! but didnt really study much because I keep slacking =.=

Basically, I just realized I gained a lot from life experiences in all sort of field. I know it may sound weird to you but trust me it ias really what I learned. I have to change from how i used to be. I had learn that saying and doing seems contrast. Some people think that saying it in a polite way will make you doesn't feel hurts. SORRY MAN! I am not going to listen to lies. Tells me the truth and at least I will feel real after hearing it....Whatever you said just trying to cover the "not interested in you" truth. THANKS FOR USING ME :) I KNOW I BECAME USELESS IN THE END THATS WHY THINGS HAPPENS BUT I LEARN SOMETHING NEW IN LIFE Words and action are like walls, after you hits it, you will only feel the pain but trust me after you heal, YOU WILL SEE THINGS so much differently... It doesn't works between us is because what we see in life is different and it is just something impossible to happen. Yet, you think that everything is gonna end the same way but sorry you are wrong, every situation in life is different.

AND I REALIZED ONE IMPORTANT THING IN LIFE... NOT TO REPEAT THE HISTORY BECAUSE IT IS STUPID TO DO THE SAME THING... END UP YOU WILL BE GETTING HURT THE SAME WAY!!!!!!

Actually, I really want to thanks you for letting me hitting the wall so hard to realized that how STUPID I USED TO BE !!!!!!!!

I AM NO LONGER THE STUPID ONE BECAUSE LESSON LEARNED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

off to study :D

Last Embrace....

After a week of happiness, my mood got back!!!!! The feeling is back!!! taught it had gone away long long time ago.... it come back for no reason!!! why am i so dumb and stupid?? it is gone la weih!!!!! I shouldn't even bother about it because this is not even my responsibility.... always have to try to live to please someone...screw that!!! you are no longer the one i suppose to care about!!! you are just passer-by and i am not suppose to make any effort to let you stay because it is not how it suppose to be!!!!!! go away because i know i cannot have it and i dont need it anymore!!!!

When we look up the sky, we saw a different view!!!

"YOU ARE NOT THE ONE" I have to tell this to myself everyday!!!!!!

We are from different world!!!!!

Sometimes, a FAKE smile could really cover everything!!!!! lets fake it all the way until the end of all these!!! because this is the only thing that could make me feel like I AM ALRIGHT!!!!!!!

btw, thanks all my friends that wishes me on my birthday :) and those special one who bought me the present!!! I really love the shoe so much!!!!

August.....

time to get serious about all sort of things.... i really need to get myself out depression and be true... it is hurting and i couldnt handle it anymore... those fake smile and no meaning of caring all should be gone!!!!! this is not how i am suppose to be actually!!!! i should be the real mine....i should not need someone that doesnt need me!!!! if the chances is there probably i am leaving all these by next month... gonna go some where far and some where new to have a new life!!!!! i dont like these kind of life... it just keep bothering me!!!!! urgh!!!! i know where i stay and i know where i should be!!!!! i wont let any single person to do the same thing to me again!!!!! it is just too much.... i know i have my bros that understand the feelings... what other said , i wont bother anymore because i believe family will tell me everything and those who really know how much they mean to me.... i will not let anything bad to ruin my month!!! august!!!!!

i hope everything will be very peaceful this month and yet nothing gonna bother me at this months... and it is a very buzy months!!!!! i hope august would be great :) no one gonna break me down again!!!!!!!

Lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala

Feel like blogging suddenly!!!!!!! Ugh!!!! I am so freaking tired today!!!! Woke up very early today because have to go to pray on the morning... Ahhhhh!!!!! I am still slacking =.= !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Btw, few more days till school starts!!!!!!!! Ahhhh!!!!! So excited yet just dont seems like going!!!!!!
Ahhh!!!!!!!! What's wrong with me????



I am seriously miserable for the whole holiday... Feel very empty yet boring!!!!! I am really miserable ah!!!!!!! Hate myself ah!!!!! Wtf!!!!!!!!!! Control a bit ah please!!!!!


Btw, need to plan something on 5th august...



A lot things coming up!!!! Really have to give all in now!!!! Time to focus and be serious on what I am doing!!!!!!!


Seriously don't know how to move on!!!! :O

Speechless...

Haihz, really feel sleepy but yet couldn't sleep at all!!!! Ugh, what's wrong with me???? =.= doesn't really feeling well ah!!!! Everything doesn't seems right at all!!!! I don't like it !!!! But what can I do? Just gonna leave it alone ah!!!!! Let everything to be like how it suppose be because it is pointless trying so hard when it is so not real!!!!! Hate myself being so stubborn!!!! Urghhhhh!!!! Fuck la!!!!! I just wanna change but how???? Haihz, it just seems impossible to do it.




Things seems complicated when you say something and you don't mean it!!!!! Easy to say it out loud but it is just so hard to mean it....

A lot of things just very hard to say it out but sometimes I feel like breaking it out but I just can't !!!!! Ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! Ughhhhh!!!!!!! Gonna burst out one day!!!! Ahhhhh!!!!!!!!!




Need time to recover!!!!!! Gonna try to force myself to sleep!!!!!

Holiday

Time flies... So fast it have been the 2nd week of holiday!!! Didn't really do much other then went for movie on saturday... Have been sleeping late this weeks... Have been thinking a lot at night... Couldn't really sleep well too.... Hmmmph, it really seems hard... Hope this week will be better and hope college gonna start off great!!!! That's all I wish for...


Things turns complicated when you say something it seems easy but it is so hard to meant it and do it.... Haihz... I really hope some miracles will happens now!!! I don't like those feelings. It just seems not real!!! I want what is real and what belongs to me!!!!! haihzzzz....


Gotta get some rest now

Night

一片痴

Everything seems to be fine for me now because I am trying to get back to my own original life...thats really who I am actually. No matter how unwilling to let go, I have to try to let it be... I cannot be always live in the dream because it is not the reality. People may taught it is not a big deal but for me it is. For something that means everything to you, you have let it go in a sudden is hard but yet I believe in time... Time flush thing away. Let thing be how it because it was a dreams.... You cannot always wish for dream come true because you yourself will end up getting hurt... No matter how much it is, in the end it will still be an end because that's make life interesting... For all the thing I've had done, it is just ways to please you... So no point appreciate it...

Anyway, 2 weeks holiday started. My first day was boring... Sit at my grandpa office to help out. Most of the time I am just sitting there and watch :P


That's all for the day :) night :)

没关系!!!!

你離開的時候沒有一句
沒有一句對不起 對不起是我太執迷
你離開的時候沒有一句
沒有一句話說清 說清楚離開的原因

也許他可靠 他實際 他不一樣
他能夠給你安全感 不只夢想
誰還在乎一起傻傻說過的那些話

沒關係 我們分了沒關係
這不是你的問題 是我沒那個福氣
沒福氣卻又愛上你
就算哭了沒關係 這不是你的問題
痛痛快快給我一槍 我沒關係 沒關係 沒關係

你離開的時候沒有一句
沒有一句對不起 對不起是我太執迷
你離開的時候沒有一句
沒有一句話說清 說清楚你離開的原因

也許他可靠 他實際 他不一樣
他能夠給你安全感 不只夢想
誰還在乎一起傻傻說過的那些話

沒關係 我們分了沒關係
這不是你的問題 是我沒那個福氣
沒福氣卻又愛上你
就算哭了沒關係 這不是你的問題
痛痛快快給我一槍 我沒關係

愛情裡面總有一個比較傻 怪就怪我放不下 NO~~
痛苦給我幸福留給你和他 沒關係 沒關係 沒關係

沒關係 我們分了沒關係
這不是你的問題 是我沒那個福氣
沒福氣卻又愛上你
就算哭了沒關係 這不是你的問題
痛痛快快給我一槍 我沒關係 沒關係 沒關係

Jars Of Heart....

i know there is no point saying anything. just that no one did anything wrong just that the feeling wasnt right... i know you know we all know that this one day will come...i just wanna thank you for giving such a nice dreams but the dreams seems to over... when over is over no point moving back... shall learn to move on and look forward... you live your life happily, i live mine happily...believe that things will change back? nah i am not going believe that. i will just move on because i know i can get someone really deserve what i did..... feel not right means not right.... whats come around go around....past is past, now i should face my present happily... not think or even gonna bother about you already... just let you be what you wanna be..... thats the onlt thing i can do....

so much to tell but gonna start shallowing everything to myslef because me myself would be my very own listener.... thats all i could say and yet i have my parents and family that cares me alot, i have no regrets for living already.... family is a place you could share your happiness, sadness and allt the unwanted thing to them... thats all i ask for .... shall learn my lesson for now...

miracles

i am currently waiting for a miracles to happens :) will it happen? yes i have faith in it :) sometimes when people say you hope big , you will fall pain :) but 1 things i believe something just worth for you to hope big :) words really cannot express out what my feelings are now!!!! therefore, i will just have to keep it to myself and wait for things to happen :) i shall think things the other side too :)

nights

你爱怎样就怎样

Everything seems to be fine! :) love my week hehe :) maths exam coming soon need to get ready :) enjoy my Saturday night with badminton :)

不是我不明白

Sometimes, I really don't understand myself!
I don't even know what I am doing!
Keep on telling myself to let go!
Yet I seems to let go physically but not mentally!
I keep telling myself that I don't deserve you because I am not a very good guy!
I keep destroying my hopes towards you!
I keep force myself not to talk to you!
I try to make you hate me so that I could totally move on!
I try so hard to think about you!
I keep trying all the thing I could do to make myself to forget but it seems so hard!
WHY???
I want to know why???
I am really miserable and tired already!
I know it is an end but yet I still believe there are still bit chance!!!!!!
I hate myself to have that bit of chance!!!!!!!!!! '
I want to know what I could do much???
Can you give me a tight slap so that I could totally be gone?
HAIHZ!!!!!!!!!!

I DON'T DESERVE THIS SERIOUSLY!
I DON'T DESERVE A CHANCE!
CANT I JUST LET GO?
WHY??? ARGH!

HAIHZ! I AM LOST SERIOUSLY! I KNOW I MUST LOSE COMPLETELY SO THAT I WONT LOOK BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


HAIHZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tears is to wash away the past, so that we could be out happily again :)

I don't have to bother actually because since I promise not to look back why do I still want to bother so much????

Haihz!!!! WTF is wrong with me? choose to let go yet still wanna care so much???

I DON'T WANNA BE SO FUCK PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAIHZ I AM SORRY!!!!!!

I AM OKAY :D

finally understood it :) hahaha i am so happy because holding on too much could really cause alot of damage to everyone :( wish i dont want to see that :) i choose to let go because somehow i dont deserve you, i felt usless when he told me everything :) no point holding on something if you think it couldnt come back no matter how much you gave out to :) i just not the right person :) so let it be :) from now on i am gonna be happy :) let be happy that is the thing i am need to do now :) it was hard but i am gonna move on hahaha :) i must not even look back :) anyway this coming thrusday gonna be so fun because i am gonna go pennag with the gang :)

Sorry That I Love You....

2nd semester of AUSMAT starts!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -.- I need longer break actually i need to get myself really cool down first :( Anyway my holiday was not productive at all because most of the time I was missing you all the while....-Hmmph, people around always want to break the hope down but I am sorry guys, I will only follow my heart :)

BTW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This coming Thursday to Saturday gonna be AWESOME because going to PENANG with the GANG!!!!!!!!!!! :D cannot wait already :P Long time never have a break already :) Time to get crazy again :D hahaha YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HERE I COME, PENANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway, i think thats all for today


night :D

words are like water......

words are like water, what you spoke it will be there just like water that poured out cannot be collected back!!!!

after all i felt so bad and i know i am really got into a deep deep shit.... haihx -.- i couldnt blame anyone because is all my fault!!!! i didnt tell the truth!!! is all mine fault!!!! i am really sorry!!!!!

hopefully, i need to explain it clearly next time!!!!!! i know i really couldnt give the thing that was needed but i will give out all my best!!!! i am sorry if i ever touch the scar in your heart....

he was definitly right...i am glad he let me know the whole thing!!!!

i would never let it to happens again!!

i am sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Follow the heart....

Finally EE had over and now am having few days of sem break :) oh well, just gonna have a good rest for me because I didn't really plan anything much and whatever i had planned didn't happened!!

hmmph, could a week of not meeting up could change anything??? I am really wondering haha!!! It may sound so dumb but I am a dumb ass haha what to do :P I really hope miracles happens!!!! Let's pray to see whether it happens!!!!

maybe everything would be just fine after all??? or maybe things will get worst??? but one thing i know it wouldn't change is that 我依然在等待 :)

many had advise to give up but sorry to let them down!!! because probably you guys don't understand :)

even thought it is crazy, but I like it :) no matter what!!! No one could change it :) because i am following what i want to :) maybe let me live in my own world could be better :)

sometimes, you know thing doesn't seems to be happen but yet you still willing to wait :) because you enjoy the moment of waiting :) and yet you have less then 0.1% of hope that make you believe :)

sometimes thought of ending self life could be the best solution to move on but is move to another world :) haha

anyway, am off-ing to bed now :) NIGHT :D

我想我真的怕安靜!!!!!!

我又幫自己
訂了場電影
結果坐在廣場找你背影
人來了又去
我好懷念遲到有人會發脾氣

手機有收訊
簡訊不是你
打開了
更讓人失望到底
你走就走吧
幹麻留下每天沒看完的韓劇

我想我真的怕安靜
少了你吵我不開心
回家第一個開機
掩蓋所有的安靜
說不定我能夠撐過去

我想我真的怕安靜
連洗澡都要戴耳機
打電動聲東擊西
一停我又怕想起
唸我和愛我的人
我沒珍惜

你愛的歌手
又出了專輯
一樣好聽
可是特別痛心
歌詞每一句
根本辦不到還硬勸我要放棄

我想我真的怕安靜
少了你吵我不開心
回家第一個開機
掩蓋所有的安靜
說不定我能夠撐過去

我想我真的怕安靜
連洗澡都要戴耳機
打電動聲東擊西
一停我又怕想起
唸我和愛我的人
我沒珍惜

把鬧鐘 設不停 或許我 會清醒
我想等下去可惜愛不能靠毅力
要是我 挽回你 你一定 更傷心
愛一個人不一定要永遠在一起

真的怕安靜
不想去也硬要出去
逛鬧區到KTV
點你必點的歌曲
怎麼合唱的人不是你

原來我這麼怕安靜
是怕再也聽不到你
在廚房大聲唱歌
在沙發硬跟我擠
讓我終於曉得
我有多愛你
你已不在 這裡


ENJOY THE MOMENT OF WAITING!!!!!! :D BECAUSE THE FEELINGS HAD GONE BEYOND AND YET I AM SMILING AT THE MOMENT HAHAHAHA GUESS ALL MY FEELINGS GONE NUMB TILL I JUST SMILE ALL THE WAY :D SO NUMB SO NUMB!!!!!!!!!!!!! FELT HYPER WHILE THE REST THINKS YOU ARE STUPID :D

APPRECIATED THE MOMENT!!!!!!!!!!!! THING SEEMS TO CHANGING FROM BAD TO WORST :D BUT YET I DON'T MIND HAHAHA :D
BROTHERS ALWAYS BROTHERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DON'T HAVE TO BOTHER WHEN YOU HAVE SUCH GOOD BROS!!!!!!!!!! :D

对你的思念很难用语言表达出来.,,

i am missing you now.... thats all i can say... i decided not to find you because i thought you could do the same but i am wrong.... i an always wrong!!!!!!! but i know no matter how much i am influences, i swont care and i will just wait!!!!! i will wait until the day to come!!!!!! i believe waiting is the power for me!!!!! i know i can do it because i am already deeply fall into!!!!!! my soul always tell me that the one day will come!!! it wont be a very fast but things are meant to be worth waiting!!!!!!!

sometimes, i was told that i am dumb but sorry, it is meant to be dumb because i know things are suppose to be worth waiting because it is a consider as a test for us to test how much it will worth to be!!!!!!

one day, it wont be any near but i know waiting is the only thing i could do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

愛犯了錯

I am seriously miserable now!!!!!!!!!!!!! Mun Hoo ask me a very good question just now... hmmmph, i really have no idea how to asnwer him because i also dont know what is the answer lorh....but i really want to know lorh... but haihz lets leave it first because i got something more important thing to do, i need to start study for ee from tmw onwards, if not i will sure gg for ee one!!!!!!

anyway, i will find out the answer later....

what about now?

since i have a bit bit of free time, i will just update about my week... this week is very memorable because my beloved grandma just passed away... she left me without any words :( i dont expect her to leave us so fast but she did just like that.... hope she really could live happy in her next life :) rip grandma

after these incident, i learnt that if theres something you want to make it clear, you better do it fast before you regrets and also if you misses it, you wont know will you still have the chance to wait until the next time...anything can happens the next minutes... therefore, i will tell out everything here, if you ever read it....

firstly, my feelings towards you is more then a friend, even that i told you that we are friends but i dont just treat you as a friend, i really care about you a lot. even if i dont show, i meant it like seriously. i dont mind you try to avoid me or something. i just cannot stop myself to stop that feelings towards you... trust me you mean alot to me.

i know i am not as good as what you think, but just let me treat you specially please, you can make those treat as a good friends treating you , as long as you let me to do so. i just cannot get over because i am already in the deep step of it already........ so just let stick the way we were please...

ee around the corner, i wishes you all the best and gets fantastic result :)

don't leave me...

hmmmph, just lost one of my closest person in my life.....haihz which is my grandma... ;( thats what i am getting now!!!!!! i feel so empty in a sudden.... a person that accompany me for almost 18 years and now she is not there anymore!!!!! ah!!!!!!!! why you wanna be so bad that you leave us without any words?????? i still need you la please i really need you you know!!!!!!!!

haihz, this is really faith!!!!! it is your choice actually. you choose to leave us just like that.... i really hope you could get a better place to live!!!!!! hmmmph, for now i dont think i still able to lose anyone!!!!!!!

to everyone, my friendsn my brothers, those i care alot about!!!! please dont make me lose anyone of you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i really you all to make my life be intresting and meaningful!!!!!!!!

haihz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

without you...

hnnnph, it is really seems useless that only i am the one who show it but you didnt accept it or you didnt even bother... i know it is impossible to me to continue that because i know you will still treat me same like the rest... i know whatever i say now wont mean anything to you. i have already choose to move on as what i have told.... it is really hard to take this step... and i know that i couldnt really move it on completely but then i will try my best...

i have to admit that met you was really my pleasure, but couldnt be with you was really disappointed...but screw that as long as we could be good friends that will be fine for me already :) because i know is not mine means not mine. i really appreaciated of what you did to me in the past and that will be a very memory for me :)

i have to thanks for everything :)

sorry to say that apart of you will be in my heart forever even if i couldnt get you :)

happy always :)

you are the reason I am here

hmmmph, i wonders if you will still read my blog??? actually, i got nothing much to comment about that because is your right or your choice to read it, i cannot force you to do so...

it is true that everyone is stressed up, no matter is you or me or anyone. just want to let you know gambateh! no matter what happens you can just give me a call or smth to let me know so that i could help you out... i know i cannot help much but at least let me know so that i could do something. i really dont want to see you becomes very stressful anf also something see you very down because of some reason. you wont know how much it could really make me happy if i could really help you out and help you to face problems...

probably, you are stronger then me but yet i still believe i could really help you out....

i hope you wont get pissed at whateveri said but i just want you to be happy and cheerful at all time because thats the cutest of you :)

hmmmmph, currently staying over at the hospital because everyone seems tired therefore, as a family memeber i should give a hand :)

anyway, i hope after you read this, you will let me to help you out :) or maybe if i annoyed you, i am sorry :)

say hello to goodbye, it will gone forever...

ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! screw everything up already la!!!!!!!!! ee coming, psycho poster have to hand in, grandma in hospital!!!!!!! how to handle all these at once ah? damn fucked up already la!!! ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! what can i do now?????????? i wanna go and sleep and nvr awakes again............. stop bringing more troubles to me!!!!!!!!

hmmmmmph, sometimes things really seems weird, you wanted it to happen last time, it will only start to happens now and you doesnt care about it now...... hmmph, is this hows life supposed be? or maybe timing problem? hmmmph, trust me...not that i am giving up or smth just that i understood that timing and also that good things worth waiting so lets pause it for awhile and play it back after everything back to normal!!!!!!! because i know mans cannot multi task and also multi task is very tiring... maybe things will be changing after today...

memorable past=not moving on but pause for awhile


i have to said that i have already lost!!!!! I lose everything already!!!! this is the process that could make me be stronger because after all the while i am not stromg at all hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmph!!!!!!!!!!!

argh!!!!!!!!! i am thinking of giving life up but whats the whole point? haihz fuck my life.... you all win already, i surrender already ah!!!!! fuck fuck fuck fuck ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why is my life so miserable in a sudden one ah?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wtf is all this?????????? garhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my life is affected already, i have no choise but to follow hmmph ... do you think this is good thing? hmmmph!!!! what can i say much? my life just simply screw up, i am the one who causes it hmmph, i really need someone to hold on? but it really seems impossible haihz!!!! i must be strong and must not hold on anyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hope that before making a decision, there would be a preview of how it will affects our future but sadly, i doesnt seems exist in this world because no one can predict your future....... it is just too late to regrets, really hate myself for creating so many trouble to myself!!!!!!! i can only admit that i am dumb and stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!

ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the only thing i should say is

i am offically missing you!!! i know good things wont happens for the second time, but i kept all these in the deeply part of my memorises....no matter it is worth or not worth, i will just slowly wait....hmmph!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STUPID LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHIT MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


I REALLY WANNA KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN NEXT, I DON'T LIKE SURPRISE OR WHATEVER SHIT BECAUSE I WANT TO GET MYSELF FULLY PREPARE BEFORE ANYTHING BAD HAPPENS AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


DONT BOTHER!!!!!!!!!!!! BECAUSE I JUST WANT TO RELEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANT TO KNOW WHATS WRONG WITH THE BLOODY EARTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AH SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

HEADACHE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CAN THEY BE ANYTHING THAT I COULD BE HAPPY OF COMING INSTEAD OF THOSE SAD AND TIRING THINGS THAT KEEPS ON HURTING ME????? I AM REALLY SICK OF HURTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I BEG YOU!!!!!!!! STOP COMING PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I REALLY NEED SOMETHING THAT'S HAPPY THAT WORTH ME BE LIVING AGAIN, PLEASE I BEG YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



BAD THINGS WON'T YOU FEEL TIRED BECAUSE YOU ARE KEEP ON MOVING ALONG TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND WHERES ALL THE HAPPY THINGS, DON'T BE SHY TO ME LA PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HMMMPHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


DEAR BAD THING, IF THERE IS ANYTHING THAT I MAKE YOU FEEL SO INTERESTED IN ME PLEASE STOP PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU DON'T SCREW ME PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I ALREADY ENOUGH OF ALL THESE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I REALLY NEED TO REST ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I SURRENDER TO YOU PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!












LASTLY,

NO MATTER WHAT'S HAPPENING NOW, NO MATTER HOW BAD THE SITUATION IS, NO MATTER WHAT'S WRONG BETWEEN US, I ALWAYS HAVE A VERY SINCERE HEART TO WAIT FOR YOU TO GIVE ME A CHANCE ONE DAY ...

淘汰

我说了所有的谎
你全都相信
简单的我爱你
你却老不信
你书里的剧情
我不想上演
因为我喜欢喜剧收尾
我试过完美放弃
的确很踏实
醒来了梦散了
你我都走散了
情歌的词何必押韵
就算我是k歌之王
也不见得把爱情唱得完美
只能说我输了
也许是你怕了
我们的回忆没有皱折
你却用离开烫下句点
只能说我认了
你的不安得到你信任
我却得到你安慰的淘汰
我试过完美放弃
的确很踏实
醒来了梦散了
你我都走散了
情歌的词何必押韵
就算我是k歌之王
也不见得把爱情唱得完美
只能说我输了
也许是你怕了
我们的回忆没有皱折
你却用离开烫下句点
只能说我认了
你的不安得到你信任
我却得到你安慰的淘汰
只能说我输了
也许是你怕了
我们的回忆没有皱折
你却用离开烫下句点
只能说我认了
你的不安得到你信任
我却得到你安慰的淘汰

虽然我愿意

HAVE THE VERY HIGH MOTIVATION TO KEEP UPDATE AND UPDATE BECAUSE THIS IS THE PLACE THAT I COULD ONLY TALK TO AND SHOUT OUT EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE ONLY THING I CAN SAY IS THAT I HAVE LOST ALREADY!!!!!

I SURRENDER ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!

I WISH I AM A ROBOT!!!

AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you won't know how much you mean to me, because you only have him in your heart ):

ahhhhh!!!!!! mentally and physically gonna break down soon... things happens too quicky when no one is prepared ah!!!!!! i feel so useless now...cant even handle a single things...haihz... ahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want to makes everything to be happy.... i want everyone around to be always happy and laugh!!!!! i must not tell anyone my sadness anymore because i dont want to see people to be sad!!!!!! people cheer up!!!! all i need you all to do is stay happy :)

ahhhh!!!!!! so sleepy *yawn non stops!!!!!!!! ah!!!!!!!!!!!

ahhh and also grandma faster get well and i still need you to be around with me...dont leave us just like that... stay strong because i am waiting for you...

hmmmph, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

AH!!!!!!!

start of with raining in the morning....hmmmph, mood swing like the tree when winds blow...cannot predict what will happens next...maybe the nearest persom could hurt you the most? maybe the closest friends could make you feels moody? maybe? so many maybe on my mind now haihz... why are there so many things to worried about? hmmph... i dont wanna think so much but i know i cant do it... hmmmph.....seriously feels so miserable now.

hmmmph, i know you are very stress. i wll try to give you a hand to help you slove all your problems :) cheer up peeps :)

FIRST LOVE!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hmmph, had a very productive weekend....On Friday night, stayed over at grandparents place to teman them for a night because didn't really have much time to visit them lately...
Hmmph, Saturday went to KL with friends to get some stuff for I care day...then went for badminton with friends... At night, friends stayed over at my place...then, this morning went basketball, after that went pyramid and that's all for my whole busy weekend :)

Hmmph, have been thinking alot these few days, maybe because I was too erm maybe should say I have been really stress on something lately hmmph, I want to SHOUT IT OUT but then probably no one will care!!!! HAIHZ!!!!!!! AHHHH!!!!!!!!!

WHY AM I THINKING SO MUCH?????
WHY OTHERS THINKS SO DIFFERENT??????
I DON'T WANT TO SCREW IT PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I PROMISE THAT I WILL TAKE STEP BY STEP TO MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


STEP
BY
STEP

IT IS THE BEST SOLUTIONS!!!!!!

SMILE!!!!!!NOT A FAKE ONE PLEASE!!!!

THIS SO BE ENOUGH!!!

NIGHT! NIGHT! NIGHT!

AM I ALRIGHT?!

It is gonna be a very LONG WEEKEND because wont be having class on Monday due to Labor Day.... Hmmph, the night seems so boring and long.... it is like I got nothing to do other then stoning in front of the comp... Haihz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wanna go somewhere but where can I go? I am currently at grandparent place now because I am sleeping over at their place tonight :) This place is like another world because non of my friends stay around here, this is place consider for me to relax :)

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the hardcore weeks going to come to an end :) The 3 days is really testing my patience!!!!!! I need to starts to think about what I had did in the past and what should I do now for a better future :) It may sound very very dumb but..... Hmmmph I don't think it is right to say here because i know this is only me the one thinking like that because I am the only one thinks that this could be possible......but seriously I really hope what I am doing now is alright and it will last for awhile more .....I don't know what I could say much now!!!!!!!!!!

BORING FRIDAY NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! D:

AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I GOT SO MUCH TO TELL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW TO TELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



BYE BYE! BYE BYE! BYE BYE!
NIGHT! NIGHT! NIGHT! NIGHT!

我的世界不会有你，但却留下你的影子

HAIHZ!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know is impossible but still.....!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sometimes, Saying seems so easy but when you want to do it seems so HARD...

I really want a peaceful life until my college life ended :) but it really seems so impossible to happen....

Hmmph, actually I got alot to tell but then I scare when I tell it out, things will change again!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!! Who can I tell all these to? Hmmph I don't want to make the same mistake again!!!!!!!!!! I guess I will just slowly wait until the precious moment to come :D I will WAIT!!!!!!!!!



WAIT WAIT WAIT :D :D :D


be happy always :D

When Sun rises again...

Hmmph, was currently under a lot of stress for tomorrow maths test :)
I really feels very sleepy already but yet I still have to revise abit more :) B
ut seriously I got no mood to revise anymore :(

Feels so MOODY RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Probably because somethings that has gone came back :( I also don't know what express or what type of attitude i should use to face it :)
I don't want anything bad to happens again because I want be like this till the end of the college life :)
I want to be so peaceful that I could fully on studies now :D I know I can DO IT :)

Anyway, EE is around the corner and I am feel like the pressure again like how I used to feel during my form 5 :D
It is really unpredictable and also it is very complicated :(


So much more to tell but I am already half alseep haha :D

NIGHT NIGHT :D

海角七号

Finally after 2 years of searching this movie, Ken borrowed me this disc :)
I am so happy because my wish finally came true :D
I get to watched it :)
Really in love with it so much :D

The whole story was really touching and some of the parts are funny :) It was talking about 60 years love story that could last until now :D The whole movie was AWESOME :D I wished I could watched it again haha :D I know I wont get bored watching it :D Because IT IS SO AWESOME :D

anyway moral tomorrow but who cares :) I will just screw it :D haha

SCREW YOU MORAL!!!!!!!!!! :D

anyway I think that's all I could said :D but actually got more to tell but SCREW IT :) will just keep it to myself because I know if I said it!!!! Everything will changes :D haha


NIGHT NIGHT!!!!!! :D

你看不到

hmmmmmmmmmmmph, maybe misunderstanding causes it to happen but i know i couldnt do much because i know it is kinda late to said the truth already hmmmph so just let it be hehehehehe :) :) :) what i want is not all these but nvm i will live with it because it is fate :)

psychology test tmw :d wish luck guys :d

night :)

NO MORE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

Hmmph nothing much to said today because am currently very the tired :P
I had a great day without even had any thought about you until I smells something that make me very memorable of :)
Once again, I am getting over soon because I know whatever I do still wont change much so decided to move on :D
Without you is really a bit of disappointment but I know I can find someone that really deserve it haha :D


Am was studying psychology just now because test is around the corner....
Am having 4 test in a row this week which really can drive me go crazy weih D:
Hope this week end fast because I wanna go back to the normal relaxed life instead of exam and test :D
Anyway that's all for today :D
AM SLEEPY NOW :D
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!NIGHT WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE BATMAN IS HERE :D

Had a great night just now :D Thanks for all the powerful comfort and advise :)
Didn't know that I am so not experience in these until all the stories you told me haha :D
I promise I will do everything that you told me just now all those strategic, skills and knowledge :)
You two really know how to make my day and makes all my thought to be out of the door :P
Lucky to have you two to be in my life haha :D
Without you two, I am not the me right now :D
You guys really GREAT people haha :D
thanks for everything :D
anyways, that's all for today :D
NIGHT!!!! :D

love blogging again......

i love to blog back.... this is the only place that i could release everything...haihz...say hi but nvr reply, say good luck but got ignored...maybe you already think that i am annoyed....i dont mind seriously because at least i get to see you thats all i want only... you would probably think i am a fool now but i will just tell you that i really dont mind if you dont want to do anything but just want to let you know... you willing to walk pass me and i get to see you...i am already fine with it...i miss everything you gave me but trust me i will need sometimes to chill and i know you also would want to chill for awhile... i am sorry....

I LOVE YOU THATS ALL I CAN SAY......................

HAIHZ WHAT A WEEK!!!!! From top of the heavens falls until bottom of hells..... that all I can say about it.... I really fall for it because i believe this time would be real if i take it slowly....but it fails again.... I felt really stupid for that.... I know I am nothing to you compare to him but I will try my very best but, still he is your one and only and I am a passenger or maybe not even anything in your life.... i thought I could make you forget the past and look forward to me....I dont know what he did but I know he did something that really make your life wonderful last time.... I am so regret for whatever i did because all these things had make you feels annoyed thats why you choose to throw me out.... hmmph, to tel you the truth you are the first person to give me such feelings that no others girl gave before, and thats why i thought i will be forever.....from the point of view from the others, i did something really stupid, in my heart i know it really worth it and it means that how much you are to me... i agree thats too rush but i just want to be secure so that I dont want to make something more foolish out of it.... i know that you couldnt forget him is not your fault it is just that he had really make you willing to go for it.... I dont really hopes you said that so fast because I know if you didnt said it thing wont change.... I remember you ask me to give you some times to forget him, I was really happy and i know what i did is worth it.... maybe you dont have these feelings now because from your eye i am just a friend but you wont know that from the first day i met you, i am already deeply fall for you.... I know the couldnt change anything but I really into you.... i will slowly wait until you walk away from him because I believe it will happen one day.... maybe 10 years? I dont want to make you feel bad or sad thats why i choose to lie to you and said that i already let go.... because i know if i told you i will slowly wait you will not talk to me.... trust me dear i will prove to you one day that when you left him, I will be there to wait for you..... I dont mind how long it will takes because in my heart and i have fate that it is worthy.....I know if i stop now i will very regret.......just want to let you know, I feels so hurt whenever I see you sad because I want you to be happy everyday... I know you have been going so much stress, but I will be there to support you every seconds....i think that he is like the cloud in the sky, but i am just a piece of rock on the land.......i didnt blame you at all because i know you want me to be good and also you dont want to hurt me but seriously, i got hurts so deep yesterday because of those words.... trust me!!!! I will be there to wait until you left his life, i want to see you as a very cheerful girl but not a sad one......

TRUST ME!!!! I WILL WAIT TILL I DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHERE THE FUCK IS EVERYONE!!! WHEN I NEED TO TALK TO NO ONE THERE!!! WHAT THE FUCK IS ALL THESE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Moody

Had BBQ party just now with all my ex classmates, current classmates and friends. It was really FUN BBQ under the rain. I bbq almost 40 chicken wings.

Anyways, I broke my new year resolution. Shit! It is turning back after so long. This make me don't like my weekends. I hope I have school every single day so that I could keep myself busy and pack so that i would not have time to do other things are starts thinking. Haiyooooooo!!!!!!!!!! I hope I would not be seeing you anymore and wishes you success in your future


By the way, Happy early CNY to everyone of you

人生就好像一個旅程。在旅程中你會遇見傷心，憤怒，挫折，快樂，幸福，愛你的人，你愛的人。每一段不同的相遇，都是不同的旅行。謝謝你願意停下旅程的腳步，把腳步停留在這個幸福休息站。现在好想輕輕地向你問候~ 問問你，這次的旅程快樂嗎？幸福嗎？

I had already stepped in for my collage for 1 week plus plus. I met quite a lot of new friends. But I still mix with my old friends. I wanted to meet more people but it just the first weeks. I don't think it is very possible.

Actually, my college life is not that amazing as what I thought. Maybe it is too early to said that. I don't feel like mixing with those friends which I know very long cause it is really hard for me to know others people. Let me try my best to mix with people! :D

I had a lot to say but I don't want to say it here cause it will causes a lot of unwanted problem and nonsense! :D

I think that's all

bye

2011

Happy New Year!!! :D

First post in 2011. Everything starting to change, my life had changed to another state. I am no longer secondary life student. I am in college now doing my course.

Actually, college life is not really how I expected, maybe it is too early to say that but it was kinda boring and feel so tired after school. Luckily, I am not the only one who is doing the course, I have 6 friends with me doing the same thing, I have no worries about being lonely. But, out of the person I wanted to be with in the same college didn't not happen. it was rather kinda sad actually.

I wish I could really find a someone that I could fall for and to forget about her.

This year is a very special year, cause I celebrated my new year at oversea and it was really fun and awesome. But still there are some part which really unhappy but I must not think much about it and start my new year with new way of thinking.

How wonderful is that if I could be with her but that just wont happen. So I make sure that I must forget about her. I think this is my 1st new year resolution. I CAN DO IT!!!

Lets talk about 2010, It is a very wonderful year cause it was my last year in secondary school and I had SPM. It was a really stressed year cause have to study and study and study!!! I wich I could get good result for such hard work I did. It was a very proud year too cause we all are the senior of the school.

I think that's all for now :D



CHINESE NEW YEAR is around the corner. Cannot wait for those angpau money already :)