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Feel like blogging suddenly!!!!!!! Ugh!!!! I am so freaking tired today!!!! Woke up very early today because have to go to pray on the morning... Ahhhhh!!!!! I am still slacking =.= !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Btw, few more days till school starts!!!!!!!! Ahhhh!!!!! So excited yet just dont seems like going!!!!!!
Ahhh!!!!!!!! What's wrong with me????



I am seriously miserable for the whole holiday... Feel very empty yet boring!!!!! I am really miserable ah!!!!!!! Hate myself ah!!!!! Wtf!!!!!!!!!! Control a bit ah please!!!!!


Btw, need to plan something on 5th august...



A lot things coming up!!!! Really have to give all in now!!!! Time to focus and be serious on what I am doing!!!!!!!


Seriously don't know how to move on!!!! :O

Speechless...

Haihz, really feel sleepy but yet couldn't sleep at all!!!! Ugh, what's wrong with me???? =.= doesn't really feeling well ah!!!! Everything doesn't seems right at all!!!! I don't like it !!!! But what can I do? Just gonna leave it alone ah!!!!! Let everything to be like how it suppose be because it is pointless trying so hard when it is so not real!!!!! Hate myself being so stubborn!!!! Urghhhhh!!!! Fuck la!!!!! I just wanna change but how???? Haihz, it just seems impossible to do it.




Things seems complicated when you say something and you don't mean it!!!!! Easy to say it out loud but it is just so hard to mean it....

A lot of things just very hard to say it out but sometimes I feel like breaking it out but I just can't !!!!! Ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! Ughhhhh!!!!!!! Gonna burst out one day!!!! Ahhhhh!!!!!!!!!




Need time to recover!!!!!! Gonna try to force myself to sleep!!!!!

Holiday

Time flies... So fast it have been the 2nd week of holiday!!! Didn't really do much other then went for movie on saturday... Have been sleeping late this weeks... Have been thinking a lot at night... Couldn't really sleep well too.... Hmmmph, it really seems hard... Hope this week will be better and hope college gonna start off great!!!! That's all I wish for...


Things turns complicated when you say something it seems easy but it is so hard to meant it and do it.... Haihz... I really hope some miracles will happens now!!! I don't like those feelings. It just seems not real!!! I want what is real and what belongs to me!!!!! haihzzzz....


Gotta get some rest now

Night

一片痴

Everything seems to be fine for me now because I am trying to get back to my own original life...thats really who I am actually. No matter how unwilling to let go, I have to try to let it be... I cannot be always live in the dream because it is not the reality. People may taught it is not a big deal but for me it is. For something that means everything to you, you have let it go in a sudden is hard but yet I believe in time... Time flush thing away. Let thing be how it because it was a dreams.... You cannot always wish for dream come true because you yourself will end up getting hurt... No matter how much it is, in the end it will still be an end because that's make life interesting... For all the thing I've had done, it is just ways to please you... So no point appreciate it...

Anyway, 2 weeks holiday started. My first day was boring... Sit at my grandpa office to help out. Most of the time I am just sitting there and watch :P


That's all for the day :) night :)

没关系!!!!

你離開的時候沒有一句
沒有一句對不起 對不起是我太執迷
你離開的時候沒有一句
沒有一句話說清 說清楚離開的原因

也許他可靠 他實際 他不一樣
他能夠給你安全感 不只夢想
誰還在乎一起傻傻說過的那些話

沒關係 我們分了沒關係
這不是你的問題 是我沒那個福氣
沒福氣卻又愛上你
就算哭了沒關係 這不是你的問題
痛痛快快給我一槍 我沒關係 沒關係 沒關係

你離開的時候沒有一句
沒有一句對不起 對不起是我太執迷
你離開的時候沒有一句
沒有一句話說清 說清楚你離開的原因

也許他可靠 他實際 他不一樣
他能夠給你安全感 不只夢想
誰還在乎一起傻傻說過的那些話

沒關係 我們分了沒關係
這不是你的問題 是我沒那個福氣
沒福氣卻又愛上你
就算哭了沒關係 這不是你的問題
痛痛快快給我一槍 我沒關係

愛情裡面總有一個比較傻 怪就怪我放不下 NO~~
痛苦給我幸福留給你和他 沒關係 沒關係 沒關係

沒關係 我們分了沒關係
這不是你的問題 是我沒那個福氣
沒福氣卻又愛上你
就算哭了沒關係 這不是你的問題
痛痛快快給我一槍 我沒關係 沒關係 沒關係

Jars Of Heart....

i know there is no point saying anything. just that no one did anything wrong just that the feeling wasnt right... i know you know we all know that this one day will come...i just wanna thank you for giving such a nice dreams but the dreams seems to over... when over is over no point moving back... shall learn to move on and look forward... you live your life happily, i live mine happily...believe that things will change back? nah i am not going believe that. i will just move on because i know i can get someone really deserve what i did..... feel not right means not right.... whats come around go around....past is past, now i should face my present happily... not think or even gonna bother about you already... just let you be what you wanna be..... thats the onlt thing i can do....

so much to tell but gonna start shallowing everything to myslef because me myself would be my very own listener.... thats all i could say and yet i have my parents and family that cares me alot, i have no regrets for living already.... family is a place you could share your happiness, sadness and allt the unwanted thing to them... thats all i ask for .... shall learn my lesson for now...

miracles

i am currently waiting for a miracles to happens :) will it happen? yes i have faith in it :) sometimes when people say you hope big , you will fall pain :) but 1 things i believe something just worth for you to hope big :) words really cannot express out what my feelings are now!!!! therefore, i will just have to keep it to myself and wait for things to happen :) i shall think things the other side too :)

nights