What is life???

Life is a mysterious journey that we ourself must discover and walk through!!! Maybe sometimes, you think that you are always unlucky, but please look at those that are probably worst then you!!!! They try their best to stay strong and work so hard to live!!!!

BUT YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You dont even have to worry about you living everyday and yet you complain so much!!!!!!!!!!!!! what the fuck is wrong with you alex chu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just that you cannot get the things you always wanted that does not mean that you are unlucky!!!!!!!!! you should look at the other side of your life!!!!!!! You should believe that all the LOVE from FAMILIES, CARE from FRIENDS would surly cover that small part of RELATIONSHIP!!! It is not like you need a person to hold on to survives!!!! If that it is, then HOW THE FUCK YOU HAVE BEEN TROUGH FOR THE PAST 18 ++++ YEARS!!! LET TO LOOK ON THE OTHER SIDE PLEASE NOT JUST THAT SIDE THAT ALWAYS MAKE YOU FEEL SAD AND DISAPPOINTED ABOUT!!!!!!!

LEARN TO BE TOUGH ABIT PLEASE!!! IT SURE WILL MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER !!!! DONT THINK THAT YOU ALWAYS UNLUCKY!!! MAYBE THIS IS THE WAY THAT YOU SHALL LIVE ON FOR DONT KNOW HOW MANY YEARS!!! JUST BECAUSE OF A SMALL MATTER YOU WANNA GIVE UP IN LIFE!!! THEN WHATS THE POINT YOU LIVE FOR THE 18 YEARS++!!!!!

LEARN PLEASE LEARN!!!!! NOT EVERYTHING ALSO CAN BE SO SMOOTH ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IF EVERYTHING IS SMOOTH THEN WHAT'S IS THE INTERESTING PART OF YOUR LIFE????

AND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PLEASE MAKE A GOAL FOR YOURSELF PLEASE!!!!!!!! STOP BEING SO LAZY THAT JUST SLACK EVERYDAY!!!!!!!!!!!! WITHOUT A GOAL, YOU WONT KNOW WHAT YOU DO ARE RIGHT OR WRONG!! PROBABLY YOU ARE JUST WASTING YOUR FUCKING EVERY MINUTE NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LEARN TO GROW UP!! STOP STAYING IN THE FUCKING PAST!!! ALWAYS TELL PEOPLE NOT TO LOOK BAD BUT WHO THE FUCK IS LOOKING AT THE PAST NOW!!!!

STOP REGRETTING AT YOUR DECISION PLEASE!!! EVERYTHING HAD GONE!!! WHAT YOU CAN DO IS TO JUST WISH EVERYONE THEIR BEST AND START TO TREAT YOURSELF WITH LESS HURTING TOWARDS YOURSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

结束

如果好人总是最后被伤的话，那这一次我决定做最后一次。
我在也不要当好人了。
我也不需要因为让别人开心而做傻瓜。
我也不要因为把别人的快乐建立在自己身上。
我不要因为别人而改变自己。
因为改变一点都不好玩的。
我也要因此而跟爱自己。
不要每次都把自己搞的伤痕累累。
真的很累了。
我不玩了。
每次都是输家。
太没兴致了。
我只想说既然你都说的那么清楚。
我真的不许要你的任何关心。
我想没有了，我也可以好好的过。
必经，这又不是第一次 。
可是，这将会是最后一次。

晚

学不会

人总是很犯贱，我就是一位很好证明。
每次当遇到感情事情时，都很执迷不悟地认为你会给我一次我要的答案。
当每次被伤害后，都会傻傻的把自己看得很自卑。
我真的有问题吗？
是我太不了解事情的经过吗？
是我没把自己管好吗？
是我给不了安全感吗？
我真的很差吗？
我真的希望在读每位给我一个真心的答案。可以吗?请留言在那留言板。

拜

The one that got away...

Seriously!!!! I dont know what i am doing but seriously, i just feel like something bad gonna happen????? i sure not give a damn?? but how??? what the fuck is wrong!!!!! please stop bothering me!!!!

所謂的伊默，不一定痛哭流涕，然後耍自閉。 笑得再燦爛，再快樂，心裡還是會有回音。 很空，寂寞在吵。

EMOTIONAL, DOES IT NEED TO SHOW IT OUT OR JUST KEEP IT INSIDE??? TODAY SEEMS LIKE A BAD DAY FOR ME!!!! SERIOUSLY CANNOT HOLD IT ALREADY! WHY EVERYTHING JUST SIMPLY DOES NOT SEEMS RIGHT FOR ME!! EVERYTHING IS LIKE GOING AGAINST ME!!! JUST THAT TODAY I FEEL LIKE THE WORLD IS GOING AGAINST ME!!!! NO ONE WOULD EVER LISTEN TO ME!!!!!! OR JUST THAT I THINK TOO MUCH????

WHY IS THAT I DO NOT FEEL THAT IT IS GETTING BETTER!!! DID I DO ANYTHING WRONG???? IT IS NOT PROGRESSING MUCH!!! I THINK MAYBE I TOO SENSITIVE??? OR I AM SERIOUSLY VERY SENSITIVE!!!!! I TRY TO NOT PUT MUCH FEELING ON IT BUT THEN MY HEART DOES NOT WANT TO LISTEN TO ME :(

ACTUALLY I REALLY WANT TO KNOW IS IT MY PROBLEM THAT HOW I TREAT A PERSON OR JUST THAT NOT MANY PEOPLE WILL I WORK WITH MY WAY??? WHY??? IT SEEMS LIKE I ALWAYS FAIL TO GET A PERSON??? BUT I DO NOT WANT TO CHANGE MYSELF BECAUSE OF ANYONE... HAVE BEEN TROUGH THAT BEFORE... THE FEELING DOES NOT FEEL NICE!!! !IT IS NOT THE WAY I WANT IT TO BE!!! ! WHY THERE CANNOT BE A WIN WIN SITUATION??? WHY MUST ALWAYS A SIDE GIVE IN ALL THE BEST JUST TO COOP WITH THE OTHER ONE???? SERIOUSLY!!! I FED UP OF MYSELF!!! I REALLY DO NOT LIKE HOW I ALWAYS GOT MYSELF IN UNWANTED PROBLEM!!!

BASICALLY WHAT I WANT IS JUST A LESS COMPLICATED LOVE STORY OR I COULD JUST DO NOT NEED ANY LOVE RELATIONSHIP!!!! I BELIEVE I CAN BE STRONG ALL BY MYSELF :)!!! EITHER HAVE IT OR JUST LEAVE IT!!!! YEA THAT IS WHAT I WANT!!! :) I DO NOT THINK THAT IS HARD FOR ME TO DO!!!

PEOPLE ALWAYS SAY GO WITH THE FLOW BUT HOW MANY PEOPLE REALLY CAN DO THAT??? WE HUMAN ARE ALWAYS GREEDY, IF YOU ARE NOT THEN YOU ARE NOT HUMAN :P. WE ALWAYS WANT A BETTER RELATIONSHIP WITH THAT PERSON DON'T WE??? BUT HOW MANY PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD IS LUCKY??? BASICALLY EVERY RELATIONSHIP BEGIN WITH FEELS!!! BUT YET!!! HOW MANY PEOPLE WILL ACCEPT THAT FEEL???

SAYING IS EASY BUT THE DOING PARTS ARE JUST NOT EASY!!!!

I THINK THAT'S ALL FOR THE DAY!!!!! GOTTA CIAO!!!

快樂，難過，生氣，悲傷，低潮，興奮... 人的所有情緒，構成了人生里每一個不同的故事。

AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TODAY I HAD A BAD DAY!!!! REALLY PISSING OFF DAY!!!!! GOT CAUGHT BY THE POLICE!!! THEN GOT DDLY BY PEOPLE!!!! AND SOMETHING THAT REALLY DISAPPOINT ME MUCH WHEN I TAUGHT THAT WAS THE ONLY GOOD THING I TAUGHT COULD HAPPENS!!!! SORRY MAYBE I JUST PUT TOO MUCH EXPECTATION!!!!!!

SERIOUSLY ALL THESE THINGS REALLY MAKE FEEL DAMN SIEN!!!!!!!!! MY LIFE ISN'T THAT COLOURFUL AS I TAUGHT!!!!! LETS STOP PISSING MYSELF OF FOR ALL THE SHIT HAPPENED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FULLSTOP

RECENTLY, I REALISED I AM MORE INTERESTED AT THOSE GIRL WHICH IS MUCH MORE OLDER THEN ME!!! MAYBE BECAUSE THEY ARE TOO MATURE HUH??!!!! BUT YET, I WONT BECAUSE I ADORE THEM SO MUCH THAT I WILL GO FOR THEM!!! FOR ME THIS TYPE OF GIRL ARE REALLY QUITE ATTRACTIVE THO! THE WAY THEY REACT AND THEY WAY THEY THINK IS SO MATURE!!! I EVENTUALLY WILL KNOW HOW TO CARE ABOUT OTHERS! THEY ARE CONSIDERED!!!! I ADORED THEM BY HOW THEY PLAN FOR THEIR LIFE!!! THEY ALWAYS HAVE THEIR OWN WAY OF DOING THINGS AND WAYS OF SOLVING PROBLEM!!!! LIKE THIS GIRL I MET SHE IS ONLY 1 YEAR ELDER BUT YET SHE ABLE TO BE SO SUCCESSFULLY IN ACHIEVING HER DREAMS, EVEN, SHE IS WORKING BUT YET SHE MANAGED TO FOCUS ON HER JOBS AND DREAMS TOGETHER!!! IN FUTURE. I REALLY HOPE I COULD MEET HER MORE AND KNOW MORE ABOUT HER!!!! EVEN SHE LOOK SO STRONG OUTSIDE BUT THEN I CAN SEE THAT SHE ACTUALLY NEED SOMEONE THAT COULD GIVE HER THE SAFENESS SHE ALWAYS WANT!!!!!

HEREBY, I SINCERELY HOPE SHE COULD GET A GOOD GUY TO BE WITH HER THROUGH OUT HER LIFE!!! I ADORE HER AND I WOULD MAKE HER AS MY IDOL!!! :) I WANNA THANKS HER FOR SINGING THE FEW AWESOME SONG!!! EVEN SINCE THE FIRST TIME WE MET :D

NIGHT :)