EMOTIONAL, DOES IT NEED TO SHOW IT OUT OR JUST KEEP IT INSIDE??? TODAY SEEMS LIKE A BAD DAY FOR ME!!!! SERIOUSLY CANNOT HOLD IT ALREADY! WHY EVERYTHING JUST SIMPLY DOES NOT SEEMS RIGHT FOR ME!! EVERYTHING IS LIKE GOING AGAINST ME!!! JUST THAT TODAY I FEEL LIKE THE WORLD IS GOING AGAINST ME!!!! NO ONE WOULD EVER LISTEN TO ME!!!!!! OR JUST THAT I THINK TOO MUCH????
WHY IS THAT I DO NOT FEEL THAT IT IS GETTING BETTER!!! DID I DO ANYTHING WRONG???? IT IS NOT PROGRESSING MUCH!!! I THINK MAYBE I TOO SENSITIVE??? OR I AM SERIOUSLY VERY SENSITIVE!!!!! I TRY TO NOT PUT MUCH FEELING ON IT BUT THEN MY HEART DOES NOT WANT TO LISTEN TO ME :(
ACTUALLY I REALLY WANT TO KNOW IS IT MY PROBLEM THAT HOW I TREAT A PERSON OR JUST THAT NOT MANY PEOPLE WILL I WORK WITH MY WAY??? WHY??? IT SEEMS LIKE I ALWAYS FAIL TO GET A PERSON??? BUT I DO NOT WANT TO CHANGE MYSELF BECAUSE OF ANYONE... HAVE BEEN TROUGH THAT BEFORE... THE FEELING DOES NOT FEEL NICE!!! !IT IS NOT THE WAY I WANT IT TO BE!!! ! WHY THERE CANNOT BE A WIN WIN SITUATION??? WHY MUST ALWAYS A SIDE GIVE IN ALL THE BEST JUST TO COOP WITH THE OTHER ONE???? SERIOUSLY!!! I FED UP OF MYSELF!!! I REALLY DO NOT LIKE HOW I ALWAYS GOT MYSELF IN UNWANTED PROBLEM!!!
BASICALLY WHAT I WANT IS JUST A LESS COMPLICATED LOVE STORY OR I COULD JUST DO NOT NEED ANY LOVE RELATIONSHIP!!!! I BELIEVE I CAN BE STRONG ALL BY MYSELF :)!!! EITHER HAVE IT OR JUST LEAVE IT!!!! YEA THAT IS WHAT I WANT!!! :) I DO NOT THINK THAT IS HARD FOR ME TO DO!!!
PEOPLE ALWAYS SAY GO WITH THE FLOW BUT HOW MANY PEOPLE REALLY CAN DO THAT??? WE HUMAN ARE ALWAYS GREEDY, IF YOU ARE NOT THEN YOU ARE NOT HUMAN :P. WE ALWAYS WANT A BETTER RELATIONSHIP WITH THAT PERSON DON'T WE??? BUT HOW MANY PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD IS LUCKY??? BASICALLY EVERY RELATIONSHIP BEGIN WITH FEELS!!! BUT YET!!! HOW MANY PEOPLE WILL ACCEPT THAT FEEL???
SAYING IS EASY BUT THE DOING PARTS ARE JUST NOT EASY!!!!
I THINK THAT'S ALL FOR THE DAY!!!!! GOTTA CIAO!!!
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