距离

Even tho, I seems down and lonely now here. I don't need anyone to make me feel that I am actually meaningful because deep inside my heart I already had that one person that make me feel like I am actually living meaningfully in this world.

Even tho, I know that this person only supposed for me to think inside and not let me show it out loud to cause any problems, I really don't mind because I know I can't had her. I will just keep it inside my heart. I don't mind the distance how far because I know she is inside my heart. I don't even need to meet her, I will feel that she will also around me.

I can actually live happily as how I like. I don't even need to bother what people talk about me. Single is just a status, your heart determined what your position. So don't stress over the future, don't regret for the past, live you life max present.


Even tho, sometimes I am jealous about it but I know i cannot talk about it, because talk won't change things, so I will use my action to just make myself feel better :) I know what's best for me!!!! I really don't needs gone to tell me....

Recently, I had watched a movie. From the movie, I had learnt that everything is fate, everything is already set, no matter how many a couple that broken and couple with someone else, in the end he or she will be back together because this is fate and they. Are meant to be together, every tints happens just because of misunderstanding and problems. All this is done to show that that how important is another half and they had to see how strong their love are!!!! long distance is seriously a big problem... In the end they still get back to each other... :)


Actually I am trying to say that let's not force anything just go with the flow, if it is yours, end of the day it will go back to you :)


Anyway, finals tmw wish me luck :D



Nights :)

勇气

命运就是如此的奇怪，明明两个相爱着对方的都没的在一起。而和你走一生的确不是你心中最想要的那位。事情就是如此的奥秘。

其实，我发现你是那给了我最多感觉的那位。是你让我无法在对任何人跟好。是你对我的人生有了最大的改变。是你让我感觉到对一个人的真心。是你教会我很多事情。感谢你的路过，感谢你给的美好回忆。是你让我明白了命运。

You're...

HAVE YOU?!

Have you ever feel the feeling of hurt?? Have you ever realised that person you taught have give up but still there waiting for miracles? People that involved in it will never realised what is that situation are!!! Sometimes, they just need people around to remind them what happens....

Hearts that never breaks...

Whenever you feel heartache probably it is because your heart are learning to grow stronger to withstand the amount of painfulness inside you. You will never know you are that strong until in the end you realised it is the only way you can do it. People always say go with the flow but how many people will really go with the flow. I believe every human being are curious, they will always start to ask WHY WHY WHY??? when they feel that the thing has changed or even didn't went the way they wanted. When they realised probably it hard for some to accept the fact that things had changed.

But have we tried to think why is all these happening everyday???? Do we even realised that things had changed?? It could be a good or a bad sign.

不自量....

If letting go was easy, probably I am a happy guy again.... Sadly, it did happens... I always wished that I could turn off the button of feelings and on when I need it... I really cannot rake it anymore.... I never mean to go any further even after you made it clear... But I just cannot control myself!!! If I don't have feelings I won't do so much just to see that smile from you...

I know it is not a easy job to do it but I had always tried my best to....

我知道你从来对我没有感觉，可是我还是渐渐的喜欢上了你。

I really tired if these!!!! Finals less then 2 weeks and I didn't touch any books yet!!! Pftttt shall start soon!!!

Night!!! Really exhausted!!!!!! 

梦

If I said I am alright I am actually lying. Tell me please which human being is so strong until when they hurt they will still laugh around... But to say hurt it wasn't really that deep.... Seriously those kind if weird feelings really hard to express it out.

maybe because I am jealous of those who have it but not me.. I am pissed at myself that I am always the one that got rejected. Do I have a chance to fight back??? NO!!!! Cause I know nothing will go with your flow... You just have to be a follower not a leader.... A single priority I also cannot have so what's the point of me wanting thing to go with my flow...

I shall just work my best by keeping what's belongs to me not to just steal it from someone else... I shall stop waiting what's not gonna happens at all... I just want to me... I shall stop giving face... I just gonna say what I want to say!!!! To be cruel and it will make things even clearer... It is to help you to see yourself truly!!!!

I shall stop reminding myself what had gone and start thinking what's happening now!!!! Stop and think what's the best solution now!!!!

I shall remind myself that if It is meant to be, stop using external force. It will be useless!!!


Everything happens for a reason, you may know it or you may not... Stop wondering and complaining... Start your action!!!! It may be useless if only talk without doing!!!!!!!!

Be yourself and leave the rest to god!!! Everything will be fine :)