Missing

Today is last day of me studing in school. After 11 years of study in school. I am OUT finally. I had the feeling of missing everyone and everything. For some reason I just miss it. I don't understand why? I wish I could go back but I had to learn to follow the flow. I had alot to tell to every single one and someone that I will seriously going to miss. I feel like crying now but how? I can I cry out loud now? Why can't I cry? Oh no, I am really frustrated cause if dramas in school. I wish I could be left alone at side. I wish I could end my school life normaly and happily tomorrow. Bye

Sleepless Nights

Finally found all the answer for the previous post. I am so glad it happen earlier then I tought. I hope that these all won't have happen but... I can't contorl it so I am going to learn how to ignore it and leave it alone. This won't be long. It only leave 2 months till 2010 over. After that everything will change. I hope it would change. Everything change. All the bad and sad things are going to disapper soon. Everything will be different. All your friends had learn to be different but left me. I am the only one who still wish thing that won't happen to happen. Bye

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时间过得很快.
After 11 years of schooling. Finally it is going to end very soon. I am very excited but a bit scare.
I scare how would I be in a new environment?
How will it be if all your schoolmate are not around you anymore?
How would it be in the future?
How would it be when someone used to be so close to you last time but now they are not?
How would it be in collage?
How would it be if you would not get to see the person you wanted to see everyday?
How would it be when you meet new friends?
How would it be if everything around you change but you still remains the same?
Would my life be happier or sadder in the future?
Would my life be great without those which i am really right now?
How? How? How?
What if?

so many '?????' in my head now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


How this How that!!!! OMG OMG!!! Too much!!


Guess it would be great haha

Bye

FINISHED!!!!!!!!!!!

FINALLY TRIAL 2 FINISHED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Examsssss

Oh no, Times flies. Next week will be mine 2nd TRIALS which i am not prepared at ALL!!!! After trials, we are going to be at school for another week and thats the last week of my secondary school life...I am so Excited about it :P

From 1st of november onwards, All the form5 student going to starts their STUDY BREAKS till SPM which starts on 23 November. OMG, times really flies...so soon we all will be ex-form5 and I happy about that cause I dont need to wake up so early anymore.

AND

A NEW LIFE OF Alex Chu going to BEGIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am so HAPPY about that :D no more seeing teachers.

AND

all my friends going to starts a new life too... I hope everyone will success in the FUTURE!!!!


bye