Missing

Today is last day of me studing in school. After 11 years of study in school. I am OUT finally. I had the feeling of missing everyone and everything. For some reason I just miss it. I don't understand why? I wish I could go back but I had to learn to follow the flow. I had alot to tell to every single one and someone that I will seriously going to miss. I feel like crying now but how? I can I cry out loud now? Why can't I cry? Oh no, I am really frustrated cause if dramas in school. I wish I could be left alone at side. I wish I could end my school life normaly and happily tomorrow. Bye