我记得我爱过

After this week, my AUSMAT life officially ended. I am really excited tho. Probably because of you. Then, my holiday starts... Haihz, have to think to go get something to do because once I am free I surely think non-stop... Like seriously, it is impossible for me to let go. Probably, I didn't let it go at all but instead I hidden it deep inside... But, it still appear... I tried so many ways to let it go, it just seems impossible... Maybe it is the matter of time... But like seriously, I know I won't get what I want at the end of the day but I still enjoyed those moments & memories...

Maybe is true that we doesn't meant for each other... Even, My feeling for you is still there... I just know I can't have you anyhow... I really enjoyed the time we had... Quality is more important then quantity so probably I didn't really know you that well and start making assumption... I know if the feeling is not there probably we are close friend already...

For once, I try to get myself drunk so that I don't think about you but it just simply not at all because it is just a short period of time after that I have to back to reality... Sometimes I really do admire those couples.. They are so lovely and happy... Maybe I sound desperate but I know I only want you but no one else...

Maybe, in future I can find someone like you or maybe not... But I hope I will really find someone like you because it is so feel so great...

Whatever left undone shall be left aside because you know you just cannot do it anymore... Whatever thought inside your mind shall leave for the right one...maybe the next one or maybe not...


Time to get rest for my last paper tmw :) night

好朋友只是朋友

Haihz... How can a person be happy if the reason that he would happy of has gone far away? any idea?

So fast, I had make trough the third paper for my WACE!!! I am really that excited tho because it only left a week to see those you really wanted to see everyday... I wanted it to be longer.. Hmmmph, maybe this is the new level of life... You cannot go against the nature... Doesn't meant then doesn't meant... Don't use any extra force to push it.... It is a great time that I had learn alot of new things in college life...

I had learned that how could a person smile drive you to so much just to see it.
How person can make you think worth do so much for. Actually never regret every single move you made because I realized it is kinda like a good experience for me to do it and enjoy just to see you taking it :) I know maximum range between us is only best friends.... I know I cannot go any further or else I will get myself in trouble again. Therefore, I decided to treat you differently but will treat you still so special because you have the ability to make me feel you are special :D it is just not easy to find you type I'd people... So I must not waste my chances :)

But, I know there is still a limit for friends.. Sorry if I had gone trough the limits sometimes :)

I used to believe that you are gonna be the one but I was wrong, you are not the one. But you gonna be sometimes else like how are we now :) so I know that I don't need to do anything much if you are not meant to be the one.

Everything is done for a reason. No many people know the reason including me, so why not I just choose to accept the fact and move on :)

I am really glad to have you as a friends :) I can't ask for more because I have the best :)


Alright... Night

Is 2.45 already 

別再驚動愛情

Cool!!! It is november already... Please treat me good cause I am having finals from the 3rd nov till the 18th nov... This few weeks I am going to be drown by books and notes haha :D Btw time flies and yet good thing doesnt seems happening at all....

I have this feeling that I just cannot express it out... I know the truth and I know no point trying so hard because it will end up useless.. Probably, I always think too much that's why I will have such feeling...

Time to think for yourself man!! everything coming an end and you still wondering what's is that thing that you always regrets it didn't happen... Just small reminder!!! YOU MUST FUCKING WAKE UP FROM THE PAST!!! ALEX CHU!!!! thing doesn't always go as you wish!!! You think you are the boss isit???? Nope you are NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You have to wake up and start accepting the fact!!! You are not living for others! you live for yourself!!! For what ever you felt regrets you can just dump it aside because what you have to do now is put all in your exam and get a result that could get you into a good uni!!!!

Whatever others said you do not have to bother much because you are not those people somebody and you cannot control them for saying whatever and you think is you!!!! dont perasan sia!!!! wtf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

alright enough....... i am enough!!! just be who you are!! don't bother what people thinks about you or talk about you!!!! defence yourself la dude!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! do not simply get shit from what people said to destroy you!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so what I am still a rockstar !!!!!!!! no one gonna break me down!!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!

night