AM I ALRIGHT?!

It is gonna be a very LONG WEEKEND because wont be having class on Monday due to Labor Day.... Hmmph, the night seems so boring and long.... it is like I got nothing to do other then stoning in front of the comp... Haihz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wanna go somewhere but where can I go? I am currently at grandparent place now because I am sleeping over at their place tonight :) This place is like another world because non of my friends stay around here, this is place consider for me to relax :)

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the hardcore weeks going to come to an end :) The 3 days is really testing my patience!!!!!! I need to starts to think about what I had did in the past and what should I do now for a better future :) It may sound very very dumb but..... Hmmmph I don't think it is right to say here because i know this is only me the one thinking like that because I am the only one thinks that this could be possible......but seriously I really hope what I am doing now is alright and it will last for awhile more .....I don't know what I could say much now!!!!!!!!!!

BORING FRIDAY NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! D:

AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I GOT SO MUCH TO TELL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW TO TELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



BYE BYE! BYE BYE! BYE BYE!
NIGHT! NIGHT! NIGHT! NIGHT!

我的世界不会有你，但却留下你的影子

HAIHZ!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know is impossible but still.....!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sometimes, Saying seems so easy but when you want to do it seems so HARD...

I really want a peaceful life until my college life ended :) but it really seems so impossible to happen....

Hmmph, actually I got alot to tell but then I scare when I tell it out, things will change again!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!! Who can I tell all these to? Hmmph I don't want to make the same mistake again!!!!!!!!!! I guess I will just slowly wait until the precious moment to come :D I will WAIT!!!!!!!!!



WAIT WAIT WAIT :D :D :D


be happy always :D

When Sun rises again...

Hmmph, was currently under a lot of stress for tomorrow maths test :)
I really feels very sleepy already but yet I still have to revise abit more :) B
ut seriously I got no mood to revise anymore :(

Feels so MOODY RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Probably because somethings that has gone came back :( I also don't know what express or what type of attitude i should use to face it :)
I don't want anything bad to happens again because I want be like this till the end of the college life :)
I want to be so peaceful that I could fully on studies now :D I know I can DO IT :)

Anyway, EE is around the corner and I am feel like the pressure again like how I used to feel during my form 5 :D
It is really unpredictable and also it is very complicated :(


So much more to tell but I am already half alseep haha :D

NIGHT NIGHT :D

海角七号

Finally after 2 years of searching this movie, Ken borrowed me this disc :)
I am so happy because my wish finally came true :D
I get to watched it :)
Really in love with it so much :D

The whole story was really touching and some of the parts are funny :) It was talking about 60 years love story that could last until now :D The whole movie was AWESOME :D I wished I could watched it again haha :D I know I wont get bored watching it :D Because IT IS SO AWESOME :D

anyway moral tomorrow but who cares :) I will just screw it :D haha

SCREW YOU MORAL!!!!!!!!!! :D

anyway I think that's all I could said :D but actually got more to tell but SCREW IT :) will just keep it to myself because I know if I said it!!!! Everything will changes :D haha


NIGHT NIGHT!!!!!! :D

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hmmmmmmmmmmmph, maybe misunderstanding causes it to happen but i know i couldnt do much because i know it is kinda late to said the truth already hmmmph so just let it be hehehehehe :) :) :) what i want is not all these but nvm i will live with it because it is fate :)

psychology test tmw :d wish luck guys :d

night :)

NO MORE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

Hmmph nothing much to said today because am currently very the tired :P
I had a great day without even had any thought about you until I smells something that make me very memorable of :)
Once again, I am getting over soon because I know whatever I do still wont change much so decided to move on :D
Without you is really a bit of disappointment but I know I can find someone that really deserve it haha :D


Am was studying psychology just now because test is around the corner....
Am having 4 test in a row this week which really can drive me go crazy weih D:
Hope this week end fast because I wanna go back to the normal relaxed life instead of exam and test :D
Anyway that's all for today :D
AM SLEEPY NOW :D
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!NIGHT WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE BATMAN IS HERE :D

Had a great night just now :D Thanks for all the powerful comfort and advise :)
Didn't know that I am so not experience in these until all the stories you told me haha :D
I promise I will do everything that you told me just now all those strategic, skills and knowledge :)
You two really know how to make my day and makes all my thought to be out of the door :P
Lucky to have you two to be in my life haha :D
Without you two, I am not the me right now :D
You guys really GREAT people haha :D
thanks for everything :D
anyways, that's all for today :D
NIGHT!!!! :D

love blogging again......

i love to blog back.... this is the only place that i could release everything...haihz...say hi but nvr reply, say good luck but got ignored...maybe you already think that i am annoyed....i dont mind seriously because at least i get to see you thats all i want only... you would probably think i am a fool now but i will just tell you that i really dont mind if you dont want to do anything but just want to let you know... you willing to walk pass me and i get to see you...i am already fine with it...i miss everything you gave me but trust me i will need sometimes to chill and i know you also would want to chill for awhile... i am sorry....

I LOVE YOU THATS ALL I CAN SAY......................

HAIHZ WHAT A WEEK!!!!! From top of the heavens falls until bottom of hells..... that all I can say about it.... I really fall for it because i believe this time would be real if i take it slowly....but it fails again.... I felt really stupid for that.... I know I am nothing to you compare to him but I will try my very best but, still he is your one and only and I am a passenger or maybe not even anything in your life.... i thought I could make you forget the past and look forward to me....I dont know what he did but I know he did something that really make your life wonderful last time.... I am so regret for whatever i did because all these things had make you feels annoyed thats why you choose to throw me out.... hmmph, to tel you the truth you are the first person to give me such feelings that no others girl gave before, and thats why i thought i will be forever.....from the point of view from the others, i did something really stupid, in my heart i know it really worth it and it means that how much you are to me... i agree thats too rush but i just want to be secure so that I dont want to make something more foolish out of it.... i know that you couldnt forget him is not your fault it is just that he had really make you willing to go for it.... I dont really hopes you said that so fast because I know if you didnt said it thing wont change.... I remember you ask me to give you some times to forget him, I was really happy and i know what i did is worth it.... maybe you dont have these feelings now because from your eye i am just a friend but you wont know that from the first day i met you, i am already deeply fall for you.... I know the couldnt change anything but I really into you.... i will slowly wait until you walk away from him because I believe it will happen one day.... maybe 10 years? I dont want to make you feel bad or sad thats why i choose to lie to you and said that i already let go.... because i know if i told you i will slowly wait you will not talk to me.... trust me dear i will prove to you one day that when you left him, I will be there to wait for you..... I dont mind how long it will takes because in my heart and i have fate that it is worthy.....I know if i stop now i will very regret.......just want to let you know, I feels so hurt whenever I see you sad because I want you to be happy everyday... I know you have been going so much stress, but I will be there to support you every seconds....i think that he is like the cloud in the sky, but i am just a piece of rock on the land.......i didnt blame you at all because i know you want me to be good and also you dont want to hurt me but seriously, i got hurts so deep yesterday because of those words.... trust me!!!! I will be there to wait until you left his life, i want to see you as a very cheerful girl but not a sad one......

TRUST ME!!!! I WILL WAIT TILL I DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!